I was driving along with no real destination in mind, I just knew that I needed to be alone with my thoughts. When I realized that I was at First Beach it was really no suprise. I had been coming here everyday since I got the call that Jake had ranaway. I had, had hopes that just maybe he would come back one day while I was sitting here. I don't know why I missed him so much but I did and I probably missed him more than I really should. I couldn't help it though knowing that I had caused him pain enough to where he felt that he needed to get away. It hurt even more knowing that more than likely my best friend, my Sun in Forks wouldn't be here for my wedding tomorrow. I gently wiped at the tears that began to fall.

"Bella, what are you thinking," I said aloud to myself and rubbing at my nose.

I don't know why I was crying cause I knew that I shouldn't be. I was getting married tomorrow and I should be happy. Truly and honestly, I was happy in many ways. I love Edward with all my heart and I couldn't wait to spend the rest of my life with him. Yet, at the same time nothing felt right now that Jake was gone. The tears were still falling when I heard a branch break behind me. I got up and turned around to see what it was that I heard. At first glance I scanned the tree lines and saw nothing but the second time was when I saw something moving. It was then that what I saw and heard come out from the trees and I was completely taken aback. I couldn't believe my eyes could it really be Jake or was I just seeing things. Deep down I knew that I wasn't seeing things and that it was him even though he was a werewolf.

"Jake," I said, and relunctantly took a step towards him.

It was then that he disappeared into the woods again.

"Jake wait!" I said pleadingly.

Just as I was beginning to think that he was gone again he reappeared. This time he was in his human form. I could see in his face that he was still hurting and my heart went out to him.

"Bella, what are you doing here? I figured that you were probably working on last mintue wedding details." he asked.

"Alice was being Alice and I just needed some place to myself where I could be alone with my thoughts." I said and turned back around to sit back down where I was. It was a few minutes later when Jake came over and sat down next to me.

"I have been coming here everyday since your dad called and told me that you had ran off. For some reason I had hoped that one day while I was sitting here that you would come back." I said and turned to look at him.

Jake just sat there looking out at the water not knowing what to really say to her. He turned then to look at her and tried to smile but failed to make it.

"Bella I really don't know what to say and I'm sorry if I had you worried. You look as if you have been crying is something wrong?" he asked with a worried look on his face.

"Its nothing, its just that since you have been gone nothing has felt right to me anymore. I thought that you weren't coming back and I was hurt thinking how bad it would be not to have my best friend there tomorrow" I said, and saw him have a pained look on his face.

"Wait!" I said before he could say anything.

"You are going to come tomorrow aren't you Jake." I asked almost scared to know his answer. It was a few minutes later and Jake still hadn't said anythin. Then suddenly I saw Jacob begin to cry.

"Jacob talk to me please. Tell me that this sinking sensation that I'm feeling right now that you are fixing to tell me something really horrible is just because of my nerves." I asked almost on the verge of tears myself because, when he finally looked up at me it was then that I knew he was about to tell me something horrible.

"I'm so sorry Bella but I just can't come tomorrow. I can't watch you marry that Bloodsucker and be happy for you when I know what he is going to do to you. I really do wish that things could be different but they aren't, and they won't ever be. Bella I should be going I only came home to let the pack know that I was okay, and that I still needed a little more time to myself."

At that moment I realized that I was crying harder then I was before. It was also then that I realized that my Sun in Forks was leaving for good. I watched as Jake started to walk off and couldn't believe that I wouldn't see him again. I wiped at the tears that were still falling, with the back of my palm. It was when I looked back at Jacob that I saw he was a werewolf again and was walking back towards the trees.

"Jake, Wait!" I yelled, as my voice cracked.

I ran up to Jacob not caring that he was a werewolf and wrapped my arms around him and gave him a hug.

"I love you Jake." I said and finally let him go relunctantly.

Jake just sat there for a moment looking at me and then turned around and walked off into the trees. I was still standing there a few minutes later when I heard a deep howl coming from somewhere far off in the woods.