Disclaimer: I know "Son of a Bitch!" doesn't really sum it up so I will try to say it without breaking something .I...do...n-not...own…….S-S-Supernatural. I would bow to Kripke but I'm bitter 

A/N: Hey everyone! Okay yes this is my very first attempt at writing a fanfic piece. I have read a lot of stories that explore Sam's mental state after Dean in NRFTW and I just wanted to try it myself. I'm not too nervous because if you don't like it cool  and if you do, great. Any positive criticism is much appreciated. Any flame reviews and you will get something back I promise ;) So here goes please enjoy and please don't try to hunt me down and put my head on a pike if this is a steaming pile of suckiness. Ahem…onto the poem.

"Abyss"

In the abyss

His soul seeks

A refuge nonexistent

In this world

His brother is gone

He wishes desperately

That he did not

Know the meaning

Of emotion, of feeling

Every day he tries

To push his soul over

The edge of his insanity

But it will not go quietly

His soul has one

Word seared into its core

Survive