A/N: heyyy, so this is my first fanfic. If you want everyone can give me ideas on how to imrpoe my writing. I'm not really an aspiring writer i just have so many ideas that i haven't come across or read on of yet. So yeah enjoy. Reviews much appreciated.
- Bethhh
I hate him. I love him. I don't know how i felt. He's a dickhead on the outside but when he opens up to me i feel like the most amazing person on the world.
If i took a star out of the sky for how many times he called me beautiful, i would have the entire night sky in my hands. If i picked a flower for how many times i told him i loved him, all flowers would be intact.
For you see i am in love with my childhood best friend but he doesn't know it. He's so famous at school and i'm just his tag along.
He could get any girl he wants and believe me he does. I just can't help but wish she was me. Sure we had had our fair share of fucking eachother but it was just harmless fun and how i wished it to be more.
You know whats on top of all this? My mom and his dad are getting married which makes everything so much more complicated AND she's pregnant with his fathers child.
That is how truly fucked up my pathetic excuse of a life is.
So welcome and do enjoy the ride