Well hello there! I said I wasn't going to do a sequel for a while, but guess what... I lied XD I'm so grateful for all of your reviews and your amazing response, and it's really spurred me on to write more! Obviously my school work is more important, but I will upload whenever possible (: please keep reading and reviewing, and I apologise in advance for all of the spelling and grammar mistakes :D one more thing; all of you who are over 15(?) please check out my one shot "Those Three Words Change Everything", which is about Harry and Louis. It has gay sexual content; you have been warned! Oh, okay, last thing; I LOVE YOU GUYS!
This Is Just The Beginning
"COULD YOU MAKE IT ANY MORE OBVIOUS THAT YOU'RE IN LOVE WITH MY BEST FRIEND?" He roars in my face, finally admitting what's been bothering him. He grabs hold of my arms and shakes me. "I LOVE YOU, YOU STUPID GIRL, AND HOW DO YOU REPAY ME; BY FALLING IN LOVE WITH MY FUCKING BEST FRIEND! DO YOU EVEN FUCKING LOVE ME?"
"I… I'm sorry, Harry..." I'm scared now; I've never seen him this angry before. He shakes me again.
"Sorry? SORRY? Is that the best you can do?" He kisses me, full of anger and passion, and it's the best kiss I've ever had. His hands slip down my body to my hips and he pulls me closer to him. I wrap my arms around his neck and shiver as his cold body presses against mine. He pulls away and looks at me through the rain, his eyes full of anger and pain.
"Harry, I…" He presses his cold, wet lips to mine again, silencing me.
"Do you love me?" he shouts at me, the rain and thunder drowning him out. "Well? Do you?"
"Yes!" I shout back. His grip on me tightens and he kisses me again, so passionately that I might faint. Then he pulls away.
"But you love Louis too, don't you?" he shouts, tears in his eyes and pain his voice.
"I…" I don't know what to say. "I… Yes. I do love him." He backs away from me. "But I love you more! Harry!"
"That's not enough, Jordan. I can't share you; especially with him." He backs away again, tears spilling down his cheeks and anger filling his bright green eyes. "We… We can't do this anymore. We're over."
"No, Harry… Please don't do this! Please!" He runs into the house and I fall to my knees. "Harry?"
"You… you love me?" Louis says bitterly, and I just stare blankly at him. Oh fuck… "Well…?"
"I…" I don't know what to say. Why is he asking me? He obviously heard the argument… "Yes." His eyes widen in shock and his warm hands grip mine.
"Why didn't you tell me?" he sighs, the sound of the rain almost drowning him out.
"Because… because I love Harry too." His name is like daggers in my heart, and I sob quietly. "And now I've lost him…" Louis just looks at me, unsure of what to say, and then I see a sudden realisation spark in his eyes.
"That's why he's been mad at me?" He curses angrily and drops my hands. "Because you love me too?"
"I… I'm sorry." I say, looking down at my feet. "I never wanted this to happen!"
"Well it did! You led me on for ages and then got with my best friend, drove a wedge between me and him, and then broke his heart?" His rant comes out of nowhere and my head jerks up in surprise.
"I'm so sorry, Lou." I reach for him and he backs away. "No, please… not you as well, Lou!"
"Don't call me that." He shakes his head and anger flashes in his eyes. I suddenly feel empty inside; I've lost him too. "Everything was fine until you came along. Just go home, Jordan." He turns and walks away, and something breaks inside me. I have to get away.
"Jordan, get up!" My Dad yells through my bedroom door. I jolt awake and shake the bad dream from my head, and then glance at my alarm clock; 7.30am. I have 45 minutes to get ready for college… my last day of college.
"Okay!" I shout back. Please let that be the end of the conversation. Sure enough, I hear my Dad's uncharacteristically light footsteps as he walks away from my door and down the stairs. I throw my duvet back and try to summon the will to actually get out of bed; today is just going to be one big, fat, tear-filled goodbye.
"Are you up yet?" Dad hollers at me from the bottom of the stairs.
"Yep" I lie and jump out of bed. Then I look at my calendar and instantly feel like jumping back into bed. Today is…
"Jordan? Chloe's here!" Dad yells, interrupting my train of thought. "Shall I send her up?"
"Yeah, please." I grab my clothes and head for my en suite, and just as I'm pulling my jeans on, I hear my bedroom door open.
"Where are you?" Chloe asks, and when I simply reply "Bathroom!", she laughs. I finish getting ready, and when I walk out of the bathroom Chloe is sat on my bed reading the latest Kerrang! magazine.
"You're early!" I say, making her jump. "And make yourself at home, why don't you?"
"I have to talk to you about something. And, yes, I will." She laughs and pulls me into a hug.
"Careful of the baby, Clo!" I pull away from her and place my hand on her stomach. "Not long now!"
"Yeah, I know." She sighs, fear weighing down each of her words. "I'm so scared!"
"I know, but I'm here for you!" I wrap my arms around her shoulders. "Well, as much as I can be, anyway."
After a lot of deliberating, Chloe finally decided that she's going to move to London with Niall and go to UCL (University College London). I've had offers from a few universities, (lots of uni's are desperate for people like me who are planning on doing a Maths Degree) but I haven't accepted any yet; I still have a few months left (well, one and a half…) to make a decision, but I just don't know… If I go to Keele University, which is one of the closest to here (and Beth is going there, so I'd know someone, at least), then I stay with my Dad, which is something I really don't want to do. Or I go and stay with Niall and Chloe and go to UCL with her and Gemma, or I move completely and go to the Mathematics Institute in Warwick. I chose that uni back in February when I just wanted to get away from everybody, which was stupid, but I just thought that I could have a fresh start…
"Hello? Anybody there?" Chloe laughs, waving something in front of my face.
"Oops; spaced out again. Sorry!" I smile. Then I realise she's waving a piece of paper in front of my face, and I snatch it out of her hand and read out the first thing that catches my eye. "The 7th of August? What's that?"
"Think about it, douche-bag." She rolls her eyes, and when I stare at her blankly she points to her belly.
"Oh my God; is that the due date?" I grin, and when she nods I laugh and hug her again. "That's less than a month!"
"I know." She smiles and takes both my hands in hers. "We need to talk. First; will you be the godmother?"
"Oh my God; yes!" I screech and hug her. Again. "Oh my God. Yay!"
"You didn't see that coming?" She laughs. "Oh, one more thing; I want you to stop being stupid and go to UCL with me. You can live with us; you don't have to live there the whole 3 or 4 years if you don't want to, whatever makes you happy. Just… please, Twin?" This isn't the first conversation we've had about this, and I'm sure it won't be the last. She knows why I haven't decided yet; it's too close to Harry and Louis.
The day after that horrible night when I ran away and sought refuge at Beth's house, Harry kept phoning me, and when I eventually gave in and answered he convinced me to meet up with him. We talked things over, and after realising that Louis is too big a factor in the relationship to try again, we went our separate ways. We haven't really spoken much since then, and after a few days they both went back to their flat in London, and I haven't spoken to them since. Liam went back as well, Zayn stayed with Gemma for a few weeks, and Niall stayed with Chloe, but after a few weeks they both went back to London, and then they all went to L.A to shoot their music video and record the album. Until today, that is; today they are returning to England, and where's the first place they're going to? Yep, that's right; this little old village of Holmes Chapel. Fabulous.
"Please, Jord." Chloe pleads, pulling me out of my thoughts.
"Look, I'll think about it, okay. C'mon; we've gotta leave or we'll be late." I kiss her on the cheek and then jump up and grab my bag. "It's show-time."
So there it is; my very short first chapter XD hope you liked it; please review and tell me what you think! Plus I'm kinda making this up as I go along, so I'd really love to know where you guys think I should go with the story! (: thank you for reading; I really appreciate it xXx