Hello people! Miss me????? Hope you did. xD this is another I came up with. I was bored and had nothing to do and hence this story appeared. Lolx. Enjoy it.
It was dark in the house. All the curtains were drawn and even the tiniest bit of sunlight couldn't be seen. No lights were on in the house either; it was pitch dark. But yet, Tala felt comfortable in the dark. It was so comforting and intriguing. Frankly, the dark did not bother him at all. He could actually see quite well in the dark…thanks to Boris.
Tears made their way down his cheeks and onto his already damp pillow. Hr cried as he thought about that terrible incident. It has been a week. A whole fucking week; and Kai hadn't bothered to call! Hell, Kai didn't even bothered to text a message.
"He's probably with that neko-jin now," Tala thought bitterly as more tears dropped from his eyes. Eyes which were once filled with life and vigor were now dull and empty, it was lifeless even. If you had looked into those eyes, you would see nothing but endless pain and sorrow.
Tala got up from his bed and walked over to the bedside table. Resting upon it was a penknife. He lifted it and stared at it for a moment. What was it worth to live in a life like this? There was absolutely nothing to miss. Was it worth it to live in a world that has only pain and suffering? With darkness surrounding every corner of his world?
Tala tore his gaze away from the penknife and walked back to his bed. It was then that the terrible incident flowed to back mind.
Flashback
Tala waited patiently in the elevator. He put his hands in his pocket and sighed deeply. He was at his boyfriend's, Kai, apartment.
He sighed again as the elevator stopped at the 11th floor. It was where Kai stayed for the time being. He walked out of the elevator and debated whether or not he should just turn back as he walked slowly towards the house of his beloved.
He looked at the door of the house and decided that it was better to settle it now then drag it on and on. After all, the higher the hope, the higher the fall. He rang the door bell and waited for Kai to get the door.
A few minutes later, Kai opened the door.
When he saw Tala standing there, he was shocked.
"Uh...hi Tala. What...what brings you...here?" he stammered.
Tala raised an eyebrow at him, "Do I need a reason to come?"
"Of course not," Kai said, averting Tala's eyes.
"Aren't you going to let me in?" Tala asked, looking at him.
"Well, you see, there's some construction work going on and, er, it'll be convenient for you to come in,"
"Oh really? Why is it there's no sound?"
"Well, they're taking a break,"
"Kai, what's taking you so long? I'm getting impatient," a voice called seductively from the house.
"I'll be back soon," Kai replied softly and turned away from Tala.
"Who is it?" Tala asked, trying to hold back his tears. He already knew who it was.
"Look, I can explain," Kai said, slowly turning towards him.
"I don't want to hear it!" Tala shouted and ran. How could Kai cheat on him with Rei?
End Flashback
More tears came down, pouring like a fountain. Tala lifted the penknife again. He placed it onto his wrist. The metal of the penknife felt cool against his skin. He let himself relaxed a little as he pressed the penknife down onto his wrist. Blood started flowing out; dripping onto his bed from his wrist.
He pressed it down harder and he gasped in pain. It hurt but at the same time it felt nice. He felt like he was escaping to a better world; a much better world. A smile managed to creep onto his pale lips as he thought of the when Kai had first asked him to be his boyfriend.
Flashback
It was a nice day and the sky was clear. It was definitely a perfect day for an outing.
Tala and Kai were sitting under a tree in a park.
Tala was sketching the tree opposite them out of boredom while Kai was closing his eyes and leaning against the tree, probably sleeping.
Suddenly, it started to rain. Kai and Tala immediately got up but there wasn't any building nearby for them to take shelter so they stayed under the tree.
The rain started to get heavier and at that moment, Kai took off his jacket and sheltered Tala from the rain.
"What are you doing? You'll catch a cold," Tala said, turning his head slightly looking at Kai.
"Well, it's better than both of us getting sick," Kai replied shrugging.
"Don't be silly! Shelter yourself," Tala exclaimed, turning around fully to glare at Kai.
"No. I want to be shelter you and protect you. I want to be by your side," Kai had said then, looking into Tala's eyes. Tala could feel himself melting in those oh so lovely crimson eyes.
"Kai..." he whispered softly.
"Tala...what I want to say is...can you be my boyfriend?" Kai asked, looking at the ground.
"Oh my god...i don't know what to say..."
"It doesn't matter...I understand," Kai said in a disappointed tone.
"No! I mean yes! I mean I agree," Tala said, smiling lightly.
"Really?" Kai asked excitedly, like a three year old child who had just been given a lollipop. It was really cute seeing Kai like this.
"Yes," Tala said as they kissed.
End Flashback
He smiled lightly and closed his eyes for the last time.
How was it? Really crappy?
Hm…I'm not sure whether to love this as a one-shot or continue it with a few more (maybe 2 or 3?) chapters. Tell me what you think please. Thank you. Love ya all!
