A short drabble. Warming up since my english is pretty rusty (I haven't really written anything in a while)
Please tell me what you think :)
Dear Natsu,
If it were for me, you would never set foot in my apartment. If it were for me, you wouldn't raid my fridge. If it were for me, we wouldn't go on missions together… That's what I'd like to say, but it's a lie
If anything, I love how you randomly visit me, even if I complain. It's a nice surprise. I love how I never get lonely with you around, I love how you and Happy bring more life to my apartment, making me feel at ease, at home. No, scratch that. I love how Happy and you just bring more life to everything. I love your toothy smile and your weird pink hair (or salmon, as you always insist). I love your green eyes and how you look at me. I love how you always make me laugh, I love the way you care for me, protect me.
I love every single thing about you, from the bottom to the top, inside and out. I don't want to imagine what my life would be like if I didn't have you because I know it would be meaningless.
If we hadn't met, right now, I'd probably be somewhere in Fiore, still trying to work up the courage to join Fairy Tail, I'd still feel lonely. If we hadn't met, I wouldn't have met everyone,I wouldn't have most of my beloved spirits, I wouldn't be able to smile so brightly, but mostly, If we hadn't met, I would have never gotten to understand what love truly feels like. It's painful, confusing, sad, infuriating. Loving someone, specially when you don't know if it's requited, it's the most shitty feeling someone can experience. So yeah, I hate you for making me fall in love with you.
But… I wouldn't trade this shitty feeling for the world.
I love you from the bottom of my heart, you crazy pyro.
Forever yours,
Lucy Heartfilia