A/N: As one of the many who was heavily disappointed in Stephenie Meyer for the all around suckfest that was Breaking Dawn, I felt the need to right one of her many wrongs: Jacob and Rennesmee (her name was a mistake in itself). Predictable and disgusting (as summed up in a wonderful petition i signed)not mention void of all free will on Jacob's part. Leah would have been great. Just once Stephenie Meyer could've taken the road less traveled and even though she had it all set up for them to be together, she didn't. Basically it's post-Breaking Dawn minus the imprinting (although Jacob still adores Rennesmee, just not in THAT way). Suck it Stephenie.

Leah's POV:

I always loved the rain. It was the weirdest thing, but I've loved how it makes the whole air smell moist and clean. There's nothing better than going out for a soggy walk after one of La Plush's infamous showers. The whole forest is dripping with fresh dew that shines like diamonds in the sun's light. Yet, ever since I become a werewolf (have I really become a werewolf? Or was I always one?) everything that I loved has now diminished in importance. Even the rain can't ease my intense bitterness. You would be bitter if your love left you for your cousin and you then became the only girl werewolf in a pack. Not that that would ever happen to you, because lucky me I'm the only one in the world!

Hey Leah, I hear in my head. I turn around to see Jacob, also in wolf form, walking behind me. Enjoying the rain? he thinks sarcastically.

Yeah, I think, surprising even myself with the sadness which echoes in my voice.

You okay, you seem out of it.

So what, dip-shit? I may be a bitch in every sense of the word, but I'm aloud to show a little fucking emotion! You all treat me like I'm some bitch who has no feelings! Like it doesn't hurt whenever you insult me! Like I don't flinch every time I see Sam kiss Emily right in front of my fucking face! Like every night I'm not crying myself to fucking sleep thinking how even Seth hates me now!

...Seth doesn't hate you, he thinks pathetically. I scoff in my head.

No one likes a liar Jake. Why do you think I joined your pack? I needed to keep Seth okay. All it did was backfire into him hating me, but at least I'm not in that hellhole anymore.

It wasn't a hellhole.

And don't even compare Sam to Bella! I was actually with Sam! This is why I hate imprinting! It takes the freewill out of love! It's like some sick-minded fuck-head just made it up to fuck with everyone's brains! So sixteen year olds fall in love with three year olds! So people can leave people they really love for people they've never even met. It's a atrocity!

Leah, like it or not this is life.

But it's not fair!

But it's how it is!

Maybe life's not for me. I'm a freak of a freak of nature! I should just dive off a cliff, or swallow a lot of advil-

Leah, the pain mean's it's working. If you don't feel as crappy as you do then you're not really alive at all are you?

...Sounds like you've thought about this a lot.

Who hasn't...Come on let's get back home.

At least the rain is helping me feel better again.

Should I continue?