I thought I would be okay
When I saw you with her.
Happy and smiling
Unaware of the war.
I thought I would be okay
When you snuck into my room.
Speaking words of love
And of lust.
I thought I would be okay
When you told me you loved me.
You would leave her
Love only me.
I thought I would be okay
When nothing had changed.
You clung to her
All "intentions" forgotten.
I thought I would be okay
When you said you missed me.
You were scared
I was all you wanted.
I thought I would be okay
When you stopped talking to me.
Eyes diverted
Regret
I thought I would be okay
When you transferred stations.
No goodbyes
Nothing.
I thought I would be okay
But I wasn't.
I never was.