Noya stood in the empty room, silently sobbing to himself. The others had left to leave him some space. It's been rough on everyone of them and it were moments like this in which not even Suga knew what to say.
They were practicing when the news came in. Instead of bursting into the gym as usual, Takeda entered silently, waiting for the boys to gather up. There was no reaction at first, shock stuck in all of their faces. As expected, Suga was the first one to cry, followed by Daichi since they had spent most of their time with Asahi around yet Noya – the little lover of the gentle giant – stood silent. Not a single reaction for a few minutes until he rushed out of the gym.
Noya never dreamed of even imagining how it would feel to stand in front of the casket of a loved one. Not at his young age.
He wasn't a fast one to cry but after everyone had left and he had some silent seconds alone with the stiff body, tears were falling uncontrollably, filling the room with loud sobs.
Pressing a gentle kiss against the cold lips, the little lover whispered a „I love you."
Noya never thought he would share a kiss with a dead person but here he was, leaning down to touch the others lips for the first and last time with his own.