So at first, I didn't think it was actually done and if you agree with me and you don't like the ending, let me know!
Undesirable Reincarnation
"You were nothing before me."
"You're wrong. I was everything."
"No, I taught you how to be
everything, to be
anyone. I created you,
the new you.
I worked on you for months,
showed you your true potential.
I was the one who
presented you with a taste
of what you could be,
of what I could make you.
Your addiction for your own
hidden moral
prevailed and you continued to come back
for that taste of change
and you hated yourself for that need.
Soon, you started to change;
the old, messed-up girl started
to disappear after being smothered
by the new you.
So you see, I created you.
I made you into the woman
you are today."
"No. You took a messed-up girl
and turned her into a
broken woman."
"No. You did that all on your own.
I simply provided the provisions,
the reasons, the training
for your reincarnation.
I simply provided the means
of escape, a shoulder to cry on,
an ear to listen."
"You provided those resources for everyone."
"Yes, but you were the only one
who used all of them
efficiently and effectively."
"…I don't think I'll ever understand you."
"I don't think I'll ever understand you!
You were given everything,
every resource you could use,
every weapon you desired!
And you threw that away!
After all that time I spent
teaching you how to conceal
your true feelings, the real you,
behind the confident woman
you showed to the world.
That was your mask…
But you shattered that mask, Nikita,
you threw it away,
pushed it out the window,
flushed it down the drain.
You were the best of us,
and still you left us.
You were the best of me,
and still you deserted me.
You ran away because
you were afraid of your
responsibility."
"I used to be afraid."
"I remember. But I taught you how
to hide those frivolous emotions,
to smother them until they were
nothing but ashes.
I taught you how to keep
your innermost thoughts
hidden behind your mask.
But then you left without
leaving a note.
Only a shattered mask…
You broke my heart!"
"I broke your heart?
No, you were the one, the only
one, who showed me,
who trained my subconscious
to bury itself deep within
me, to hide itself under other
memories, emotions.
You taught my subconscious
so explicitly that, now,
I can't find it.
Because of you,
I don't know who I am
anymore!
You broke my heart!"
"So what happens now?"