change is for the better Chapter 1, a screenplays fanfic

Jessimae's pov:

My name is Jessimae well my real name is Jessica, but everyone who's anyone calls me Jessimae. I have red hair that's cut in a bob, and green eyes. Today I woke up and went in my closet (it's like a minni-mall) tofind my outfit. I finally found this really cut babydoll tee, it's black with silver glittery stars and black and white stripes on the collar around my waist and end of my sleeves.(so cute.) Anyways I then tried to find a pair of casual pants (jeans) to wear. After ripping my closet apart, clothes everywhere, on the floor lay my dark denim distressed jeans from Aeoropostale. I then found my shoes and my accessories. My shoes are green and black sailor striped ballet flats. I put my eyeliner, chocolate brown eyeshadow and marykay lipgloss on along with my white aviators. I got my purse and jewelry and purse and headed downstairs to get breakfast. So I am now in the food pantry looking for my fruitloops. After I couldn't find them I went to the table only to find an empty fruitloops box and an innocent face looking up at me. "omg I can't believe you, those were my fruitloops,get your own box!!" I said. Then I went and got some juice and a granola bar, then I walked out to catch the bus. Which I almost missed ,y day pretty much went like this. At the end of the day I heard someone say "Jessimae, Jessimae." I looked to see where the noise is coming from and my sisters are two feet away, oh no, I braced myself. "omj, omj, omj,omj aaaaaaa!" they screamed so loud I had to check my hearing and then I asked" what's going on?" Alicia answered "we have a surprise for you and a gift for us." All I said was "oh" and did the furrowed brow thing lol. Me and my sisters got on the bus and walked home. I went to my room sat down and started on my sketchbook assignment. Suddenly I had a great idea for a song I got my poem/lyrics notebook out along with my guitar and this is what I wrote

No one sits with him, he doesn't fit in
But we feel like we do when we make fun of him
Cause you want to belong, do you go along?
Cause his pain is the price paid for you to belong
It's not like you hate him or want him to die
But maybe he goes home and thinks suicide
Or he comes back to school with a gun at his side
And a kindness from you might have saved his life

Heroes are made when you make a choice
You could be a hero - heroes do what's right
You could be a hero - you might save a life
You could be a hero- you could join the fight
For what's right, for what's right, for what's right

No one talks to her, she feels so alone
She's in too much pain to survive on her own
The hurt she can't handle overflows to a knife
She writes on her arm and wants to give up her life
Each day she goes on is a day that she's brave

Fighting the lie that giving up is the way
Each moment of courage her on life she saves
When she throws the pills out a hero is made

No one talks to him about how he lives
He thinks that the choices he makes are just his
Doesn't know he's the leader with the way he behaves
And others will follow the choices he's made
He lives on the edge, he's old enough to decide
His brother who wants to be him is just nine
He can do what he wants because it's his right
The choices he makes change a nine-year-old's life

Heroes are made when you make a choice You could be a hero - heroes do what's right
You could be a hero - you might save a life
You could be a hero- you could join the fight
For what's right, for what's right, for what's right

(lyrics from superchick the songs called hero)

I got done singing and I realize Alicia was listening(we're in a band). "what" I ask "nothing except we will be having guests over and the parentals already said it was okay, oh and by the way happy 17 birthday wooo!" she said. "oh k well I'm going to write another song before I call it quits and don't mess up the house too bad I have to clean tonight k." I said. Yeah she said "I'll make sure to dirty the house." I made a you better not face, and she said "just kidding!"

So I went back to writing this is what I wrote,

I wear a disguise
I'm just your average Jane
The super doesn't stand for model
But that doesn't mean I'm plain
If all you see is how I look
You miss the super chick within
And I christen you titanic underestimate and swim
I've got the rifle gonna be myself
I've got the rifle gonna be myself
I've got the rifle gonna be myself
I've got the rifle gonna be myself
(CHORUS)
And I'll be everything that I wanna be
I am confidence and in insecurity
I am a voice yet waiting to be heard
I'll shoot the shot, bang, that you hear round the world

And I'm a one girl revolution

I'm a one girl revolution
I'm a one girl revolution

Some people see the revolution but most only the see girl
I can lose my hard earned freedom if my fear defines my world
I declare my independence from the critics and their stones
I can find my revolution I can learn to stand alone...

(CHORUS)
And I'll be everything that I want to be
I am confidence and in insecurity
I am a voice yet waiting to be heard
I'll shoot the shot, bang, that you hear round the world...

And I'm a one girl revolution

I'm a one girl revolution
I'm a one girl revolution

(And I'm a one girl revolution

I'm a one girl revolution

And I'm a one girl revolution)

(CHORUS)
And I'll be everything that I wanna be
I am confidence and in insecurity
I am a voice yet waiting to be heard
I'll shoot the shot, bang, that you hear round the world

Everything that I want to be
I am confidence and in insecurity
I am a voice yet waiting to be heard
I'll shoot the shot, bang, that you hear round the world

And I'm a one girl revolution
I'm a one girl revolution.

(another song from superchick)

Somewhere in the middle of writing I heard the doorbell ring and it sounded like three boys, but if or parents said it was ok I guessed it was so I went back to writing now that I'm done I'm going to go downstairs(to spy). I checked myself in the mirror before I went down I don't know why I mean no guy thinks I'm cute anyways. And I headed down the stairs. I yelled "girls where are you?" and they said "in the game room." "ok I said I'm going to start dinner how much do I need to make?" and they yelled "enough for six, but hold on we're all coming in their to pick out what we want."