That you're hurting me;
That I'm falling apart Right in front of you?
Can't you hear,
What you're telling me;
That I'm ignoring myself,
All because of you?
Can't you smell,
The drops of crimson red;
That fall from my arm,
Just when I was forgiving you?
Can't you taste,
My life fluid;
The lava-textured liquid,
On your hand?
Can't you feel,
It's sharpest side;
That is covered in blood,
On the edge of that knife?
Can't you sense,
That I hate you;
With every thought,
And fiber of my being?
Can't you see That you're destroying me;
That you're pushing me closer and closer,
Towards the end?
Can't you hear,
My cries of pain;
When you insist on beating me,
Again and Again?
Can't you smell,
The thick red liquid;
That falls from my face,
Straight after you attack?
Can't you taste,
The salty tears that fall;
While I desperatley,
Beg you to stop?
Can't you feel,
The way I shake;
When you grab me,
And tell me all those terrible things?
Can't you sense,
That I'm terrified;
Because there's nothing,
I can do to stop you?
Don't you know what you've done to me?
How you've scared me into hiding,you should know,
Inside I'm dying,
And it's all because of you.
But no matter how much you push me,
And force me through so much pain I know that I'll be okay because I'm the one to blame.
And I'll always remember the way you're smile,
Would always push me through The way that when I was down,or sad or alone I would smile when I thought of you.
I know I haven't got long left,
Before my time is through,
But I'll die in the arms of someone I love,
That person will be you.