Chapter one: The distraction of one to another

I never given much thought if my broken heart would heal from my all the stuff I've been threw. So one night I had a dream that everything would change and I would be able to be free and move on. So for the fast three to five weeks I had been catatonic and not very much human like. So I was more alone then ever. So the next day I was sitting at the lunch table and sitting their waiting to die, when Michael one guy that I had think I liked came up to me and to see if he could sit next to me,i of course said yes. He was not like the other boys at school he was always the nice boy that always cared about was something I have wanted to tell you Michael said to me in the light it up room were all the kids were out and about switching to classes .He had been someone that has been a very good friend very caring since my last year in middle school. When he came up to me i new that he wanted to tell me just by the way his eyes were looking at the deserted lunchroom he then started talking about how close we were in friends in middle school and how well we got along and i agreed and committed on how sweet that was for him to say.

He pretty much new everything, i was all alone my father was everything i had left after i got into the car accident with my mom and Ex boyfriend we were driving to go to a Grocery store when we collided with a truck . In the end result i was the only one who survived , i felt like nothingness, i feel it's still my fault though. When i saw Michael get up he said " Veronica , you know i have feelings for you, but see , I know you are still healing for what happened between the incident with Jacob. But i think its time to move on it's not healthy for you." I looked into his blue eyes , they made me have Butterflies this is out of control, i cant be falling for someone this quick. I then opened my mouth to say what i was going to say when he put his lips to mine , i didn't argue back when he did so. He was the first to pull back having worry in his eyes that something was wrong. I then started explaining it all to him.

Michael i can feel my self falling for you but see the thing is that after Jacob, i dont know what im suppose to is alot of secrets that are left behind from it but i just think that we need some time to get in this Relationship.

( Authors Note: I hope you like it there will be another chapter every other day if i can get around to it i hope you like it)