Not Enough

I've always been there for you

Night and day,

Through thick and thin,

I've always been there for you

Yet that still wasn't good enough was it?

You still had to fall for her,

But what about me?

I was your childhood friend,

I got you the job in Avalanche

I looked after you in the lifestream

But that's still not enough

You pine and mourn for her

For what could never be

And I watch from the shadows,

Begging you to notice me

But you can't because you're blinded,

Blinded by the Cetra's gentle kindness

You think I'm a bad person

Because I kept the secret of who you are

But I think you've forgotten,

She kept it too

So for once open your eyes

And think what about me?

I'm just not good enough for you, I know

But when will you see

That you and Aeris can never be?

Please, for everyone's sakes move on

And maybe one day

When the pain begins to fade

I'll be good enough.


Disclaimer: Characters belong to SquareEnix. Poem is mine.