Chapter I "Broken Friendship"
My world is full of sadness, I have lot of friends but they always leave me behind. I have my family but they just died not knowing why. I don't understand everything that is happening in my life. I feel… I feel that I got isolated in one place that no one hears my voice.
I saw blood running into me, a blood… a blood that came from the body of two human bodies who loves me. Are they dying, but why?
Beginning:
Hi! I'm Suyumi Natsuke, 15 years old. I'm small; my hair is black and my eyes too. I'm wearing eye glasses since I was small. And also I'm smart enough that some of my classmate hates me. I'm studying at Shin Makuko Academy, one of the most popular schools in Tokyo.
"Ohayo Mom!" I greet
"Ohayo Suyumi-chan, how's your studies?" Mom ask
"It's Ok, Mom."
"Make sure it's Ok Suyumi. I don't want to get embarrass in front of other teachers." Mom yelled
"Yes, Mom!"
Mom is always like that every time we talk every morning. She wants me to reach the things she wants for me. I know that my ability is enough to reach the dreams of her but I want to be like others. Contended in getting just a passing grade and then go outside and play.
"Ohayo Suyumi- chan" Neri shouts from the class room
"Ohayo too Neri-kun" I replied
Neri-kun is my only friend in school and the one who understands me a lot.
"How are you Suyumi- chan?" Neri ask
"I'm fine! Why?"
"Look, Suyumi- chan, Yuri- kun is coming." Neri giggle
"Neri-kun! If you don't stop teasing me, I will throw you outside!" I got irritated
"Calm down Suyumi- chan. I'm just kidding, don't take it seriously."Neri smiles
Yuri is my best enemy in school, I always make trouble with him but he will just stand and do nothing.
"Ohayo Yuri- kun" Neri greeted Yuri
"Ohayo too Neri- kun" Yuri replied
Yuri looks at me after he greeted Neri- kun. I really get irritated every time he's doing that.
"What are you looking at bastard?" I ask
"Nothing!" Yuri replied
"Ahh! You're son of a bitch. You will look at me without any reason." I yelled
"Shut your mouth Suyumi- chan. I'm looking at you because… nothing." He answered
Every time I ask Yuri he never answers me completely, he will just say "nothing." Yuri and I before are closed friends but it was destroyed when he confess to me.
"Suyumi- chan, you know what, you're so kind"
"Me? Kind? What are you saying Yuri-kun? Hahaha" I laugh out loud
"You know what Suyumi-chan because of you I've learn to mingle with others. Because of you I met new friends, your kindness and generosity really helps me a lot. But Suyumi-chan, I'm not like you. I find friends for me to use them." Yuri confess
"What do you mean Yuri-kun?' I ask confusedly
"I have to find another friend Suyumi-chan and maybe I'm not going to recognize you as my friend anymore."
I was shock when Yuri said those words to me. Tears start to fall in my eyes.
"Why Yuri-kun? Why? Tell me did I make something wrong?" I ask
"I just want too."
"I hate you Yuri-kun! I hate you!"
I run away from him and my tears never stop in falling from my eyes. I don't understand why Yuri is doing this to me. We've been friends for a very long years but he just ended it up without any reason.
"Yuri-kun, you're idiot. Idiot" I shouted in the roof top
"Huh! Why you've done this Yuri-kun, I… I don't understand you. I've been a good friend of you, but why you have to do this to me Yuri-kun" I cried
I went home with a down face. "I really don't understand what is happening to Yuri-kun." As I open the door I saw a letter from Yuri.
The Letter;
Dear Suyumi,
Thank you and I'm sorry.
From: Yuri
"Idiot. You're idiot Yuri-Kun"
I throw the letter in the garbage knowing that Yuri is looking at me. I act that I did not saw him and I immediately go inside and close the door.
"Good evening Sister." My little brother Shuri greeted me
"Good evening too Shuri"
"Sister, Shuu and Shuzu are upstairs and fighting each other." Shuri said
'And why they're fighting again Shuri?" I ask
"Shuu wants to get the toy of Shuzu."
I went upstairs to stop Shuu and Shuzu in fighting each other.
"Shuu… Shuzu… what are you doing?" I ask calmly
Shuzu run to me and cried
"Huhuhuh! Sister, Shuu wants to get my toy." Shuzu complain
"Why you want to get it Shuu?"
"Sister, I just want to play with it, but zhuzu does not want me to borrow it." Shuu answers
"But, sister, that toy is very important to me. Nanaka-chan gave that to me before she went to Australia." Shuzu cried
My little brother Shuzu loves so much his bestfriend Nanaka. But Nanaka-chan study abroad because of her Mom's job.
"Ok, Shuzu, I understand. Please stop crying mow my little Shuzu.'
"Shuzu, I'm sorry. I did not know that Nanaka-chan gave this to you." Shuu apologize
"Look, Shuzu, Shuu was sorry for what have done."
"I'm sorry too Shuu." Shuzu said
Shuri, Shuu, and Shuzu are my three little brothers; I've been their mother and father since the day my parents die. My brothers never felt the care of a mother that's why I'm doing everything to give it to them. Our parents died when they are still 2 years old not knowing the reason of their death. The investigator said that my parents' committed suicide but I didn't believe them. My parents will never do that because I know that they love us so much.
Furukawa-sensei the sister of my mom is the one who take good care of us and I used to call her mother. Furukawa-sensei does not have her own family; she never get married because of us. She is afraid that one day no one will take good care of us if she will get married. I know that we were so lucky that mother loves us so much, and because of that I'm doing my best in my studies to pay all the kindness she gave in my family.