FEELINGS UNKOWEN

Another fic written by insanity.

I don't own Gundam Wing or Sailor Moon and I don't have any money so don't try to sue.  This fic jus came to me a few minutes ago.  It has a lot of errors and it needs a lot of editing. You don't have to review this is a fic for some one very special to me. You know who you are…..

It was a little after midnight when Makoto sat down at her desk.  She just had the most wonderful time of her life with Trowa, their last date was the best so far.  But then on their way back he went into one of his moody silences.  When ever he does that she didn't know how to talk to him, granted that he was kinda silent by his nature.  But then some people wouldn't understand what she meant by that, well maybe Rei, Usagi and Relena (All of them are going out with extremely difficult and moody guys.  Rei with Wufei, Usagi with Mamoru, and Relena with the ever-mysterious Heero).

All this thinking was making her feel restless though, she needed to do something.  Right now though she didn't want to bake after all what would she do with all that food when she was done.  So she settled for the next best thing, she sat down at the desk in her living room.  Took out her note pad and pen and began to write:

FEELINGS UNKOWEN

As I sit here pondering the feelings

I have for you.

As I sit here wondering

Why I cry.

The feelings that lie with in me

I don't know.

Because I've never felt love before.

At time I say to my self

Whenever I think of you

I Love you

But then I say to my self

Don't say that

To say those words could only lead

To pain and heartbreak.

To say those words mean that

I have given you my all of my heart

And apart of my soul.

What if you don't feel the same way?

What if this is a passing phase?

What if I say these words only then to lose you?

Then what would I do?

I can't bear to see you sad.

I can't bear to see you in pain.

I can't bear when you shut me out.

But the thing is I care all the same.

At time I try think what life

Would be with out you

But then I realized that

It would be lonely and sad.

Void and cold.

Then it dawned on me I

Never want to feel that pain.

I care for you

As a matter of fact

I think I love you

But it is too soon to tell

Please don't shut me out

Please don't leave me all alone.

I can't bear to be with out you.

TROWA.

Makoto put down her pen got up and went her bed.

The next day.

Trowa was in Makoto's apartment waiting for her to finish getting ready for their date.  He was looking around when his eye saw the note pad on her desk, and he couldn't resist it he had to read it. 

When Makoto came out of her room she saw Trowa stand at the door smiling, " Are you that anxious to leave?" she asked

"Well I do have very special night planned for us." He said opening the door.

"Oh how special, and will I like it?" She asked walking through the door.

"I think it is something you would like very much." He answered as he closed the door behind him.

THE END