Author's: I Am making this fan fiction for fun, as I have had Lily's Senior year of high school stuck in my head, and Really needed to get it out of my brain onto this site.... Please Remember to review and favourite
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Emy

Chapter one

Last day of summer…

"I'm going to focus this year, I spent most of last year getting my GPA to a decent passing grade, plus I've promise Abigail I'd apply to ten colleges…" I spoke carefully down the phone twiddling the cord around my finger; I glanced out the window of my bed room. It was summer coming to a close, and a lot had happened since I'd last left my story, so I was in a relationship with Lincoln Burrows. My dead father, may he rot in hell, left me parentless, I was living with Sally, Lincoln and Michael's foster mother, until the social services found out about mine and Lincoln's relationship, so now I was placed with my own foster parent named Abigail White. She was cool, but then again she was like a mini Hitler, Seriously the woman was four foot tall, with big Jew fro. Mostly the fact she wasn't even Jewish.

"Come on Lil, it's the last days of summer vacation, we need to seal it right, plus I'll promise to get you home before curfew." Lincoln's voice was smooth, it was still weird for me to be his girlfriend, we've been a known 'couple' for about four months now, not like I am keeping track of the days. I glanced to my calendar, but laughed. I'd loved the summer; I'd spent most of it having a good time. In my new room it wasn't as big as my old bedroom, but I loved how Abigail let me decorate it to my taste, I'd even had a bulletin board of all my favourite photos of my friends.

"Linc, fine," I glanced back to my bedroom door, I could always hear when Abigail was walking up the stairs, she made it clean the walls were thin. "But remember, I am serious about the change, less partying, more studying…" I said into the phone before glancing out the window, my favourite place of my bedroom was my window seat, one place I loved talking to Lincoln on the phone looking out into the night sky.

"Lillian, you better be getting ready for bed!" Abigail's voice was heard from the other side of the door; I placed my hand over the receiver.

"Yes I'm just wrapping up this phone call, brushing my teeth, and then sleeping!" I called back to her, I could hear the silence, and then she walked away shutting her own bedroom door.

"Well that's cool, I'll pick you at twelve ok." Lincoln spoke carefully through the line, and I now giggled, it was nice to see him, but I glanced to the college applications on my desk. I look to the names, and wondered how I was going to tell him where I wanted to go. "Lil, are you ok Lil?" he added while I snapped back into the conversation.

"I'm fine just tired from church camp…" I replied another thing about Abigail, she was taking my latest offence serious, I was arrested for drunken and disorderly, so I was made to take up volunteer work, and one of them was a children summer camp where I spend most the last two weeks being a camp counsellor.

"Oh yeah, didn't you hook up while you were there!" Lincoln laughed as I rolled my eyes, the one thing about me and Lincoln was he knew how I felt about him.

I curled the cord around my finger more before glancing to the door, "Oh yeah Linc I hooked up with tones of girls…" I laughed while I heard him choke out a laugh, also the fact that Veronica was also a camp counsellor as well. "Linc I missed you everyday, I'll see you tomorrow." I smiled to myself feeling my finger going white from twirling the phone cord so tightly.

"Lil, I love you babe." Lincoln's voice soft sending shivers through me, and I now let the cord go as I let out a sigh.

"I love you too." I hung up the phone placing it back on my desk, looking into my full length mirror, going over myself, I was still the same five foot three, and I wasn't going to be getting any taller. My long blonde hair was ashy waving down my back; I glanced over my green eyes staring back at me.

"Lillian are you still up, you need to be in bed!" Abigail called through the door making me jump, I picked up a hair brush going through my hair before glancing at the over size t-shirt of Lincoln's I wore as a night shirt, and his boxer I kept.

"I'm just getting ready now, night Abbie…" I called, placing the brush down and walking to my bed, I took a deep breath before getting into the covers, I turned the light off before cuddling into myself falling to sleep.

* * *

Buzz, Buzz. My alarm snapped me out of my dream as I rolled over on the bed smacking the snooze button again, it was Saturday, I rolled back to my comfortable sleeping position, I knew it was only eight, I set my alarm early to slowly wake me up, to shower, dress and eat before Lincoln turned up. I knew that Lincoln would only jump out of bed at ten, shower, grab a pop tart and drive the two miles to my place to pick me up. Lincoln loved his part time job at the docks, and used the money to get himself a car. I was sure of one thing, after High school, Lincoln wasn't going to be going to college, and most of the time I had a church camp, was talking to Veronica about my dream of being a Doctor.

"Lillian, are you awake, you have your chores to do." Abigail called through the door as I grunted, I'd been home one day, and I was already being bossed about. "Lillian, are you awake…?"

I pushed the covered off me, I couldn't help but grunt more, "I am awake, I have plans today, and I can do my stuff tomorrow!" I called kicking the covers off me getting out of the bed opening the door. "I spent two weeks of my life, running after, and cleaning after snotty ten year olds…" I added looking down to Abigail who snorted at me.

"Well it will teach you not to get drunk." She pointed her finger up at me, I rolled my eyes. "Also I know you're meeting that Burrows boy, so I'd remind you, curfew is at ten, you have church tomorrow…" she walked away, leaving me standing in my doorway. I didn't hate Abigail, it was just she was more strict than Sally, but then Sally just had one rule, no drugs in the house.

I finished the shower walking back into my bedroom; I'd placed out an outfit to wear, being black jeans, a Nirvana band shirt, and my arm cuffs. "Lillian, Veronica is here to see you." Abigail called up the stairs, and I rolled my eyes.

"I'm getting dressed!" I yelled down, but could already here foot steps coming up the stairs, and I quickly found my underwear getting dressed before opening the door for Veronica to come in.

"Lily, hey I know it's early, just I was going to my job, and I thought I'd drop these off for you." She said handing me a folder that was thick; I played it over my hands looking confused.

"My mom sent off for information on Northwestern, it's got one of the best pre med courses, plus I thought you'd be an idiot not to apply…" Veronica said before I could glance at the application.

I didn't know what to say as I walked to my desk placing it next to the many other college applications, I now played with my still damp hair.

"I don't know, I'm just…" I sat down on my window seat as Veronica sat on my desk chair watching my face closely.

"Lily, I know you love Linc, but you can't throw away a good opportunity out of fear of losing him, if he really loves you that much, he'd be happy about this…" her voice soft as I played with my hair more.

"I still don't know, I mean, I'm not even sure with my police record I'd be about to get into a college…" I now glanced to the time; maybe I did have enough time to work my chores.

Veronica now snapped her fingers in front of my face snapping my attention to her. "Have you know, I have been looking into having your record expunged." She said while I glance at her. "Look, I've been doing some reading in the library and some research, so I will help you get a case together, just keep your grades up, partying down, and also volunteer every place you can do some charity work, give you a better profile, and prove you've changed." Veronica added while getting to her feet brushing her skirt down, and I stood up as well.

"Cool…" I added while glancing over the college applications, and then back to Veronica, in this moment it was weird being friends with the girl, well a few months ago hated my guts for stealing her boyfriend.

"Right so, I'll see you at school on Monday, remember, I'd love you to help on the year book committee…" she smiled as I crinkled my nose.

"Veronica, I'm turning myself around, but not that much, thanks but no thanks…" I added while she laughed walking out my bedroom closing the door, I turn around going to my vanity table to get made up for the day. I wasn't sure this whole plan would work, but it was better than nothing.

* * *

I'd finished cleaning the kitchen as the front door bell rung, Abigail had gone to work, but it didn't stop her having the next door neighbour cheeking up on me every ten minutes as I dragged myself to the front door, but smiled seeing Lincoln standing with a bouquet of flowers. "Why you look lovely today." Lincoln said passing me the flowers as I opened the door, I blushed lightly taking them off him.

"Abigail isn't here…" I laughed pulling his face to mine kissing him quickly before he brushed a hand through my hair kissing back. "Still have neighbours watching though…" I added breaking the kiss looking to the flowers, "But I love these." I added walking towards the kitchen as Lincoln shut the front door behind him.

"Well I'd not seen you for two weeks, I missed you…" he whispered running his hands over my stomach, I could feel his warm breath on the back of my neck as he kissed it slowly, I was standing by the sink filling a vase up with water trying to focus on that, and not getting pulled into the feeling.

"I've missed you too, I've also…" I gasped feeling his hand move down the front of my jeans as cold water fell over the top of the vase onto my hand. "Cold…" I jumped back letting the vase go; it made a loud thud as it feel to its side, my eyes going to Lincoln's. "Sorry, just you know the rule!" I placed my hands in the sink picking up the vase placing it on the side before going to the flowers.

"Lil, no one is here but you and me, why you so freaked?" he asked while I got a pair of scissors cutting the stems of the flowers.

I kept focused on what I was doing before biting my lip, "Cos, she's got spies everywhere, plus I really don't want her like freaking grounding me before school starts." I placed the flowers in the vase before turning to see him staring at me. "I told you, I need to change my attitude around…" I placed a hand to his face before watching him glance away. "Linc…" I added while I wrapped my arms around him hugging him lightly.

Lincoln placed his arms around me before kissing the top of my forehead; I felt his heart beat slow and steady as he titled my chin to look into his eyes. "Lil, you know me, plus, I've planned a fun day for today, I've been saving up my pay, got lots to do, so come on…" he smiled that smile I couldn't resist placing my hand to his cheek kissing him softly.

"Cool, you stay here; I'll go get my purse from my room…" I added before rushing off, I hated the no boys, no exception rule, but I grabbed my bag from my desk looking over the many college names before rushing back downstairs. "Ok I'm ready." I added while he glanced over me before kissing my nose.

* * *

I looked out the window of the Honda prelude, I'd picked the colour, but then that was Lincoln's idea. He drove keeping his eyes on the road, but one hand on the wheel, the other hand rubbing my thigh slowly; I smiled softly keeping my attention of the houses we drove past before glancing over to him.

"So what is the plan today?" I asked while watching his face focus on his driving, and I played my hand into my hair. His hand let go of my thigh before brushing it over my cheek.

Lincoln made a quick glance to me, before he focused back on the road with both hands on the wheel now, I could see the smile on his face. "Lil, It's a surprise…" he said with a grin, his eyes lighting up, but kept on the road before pulling into the parking lot to the local park.

When he's stopped the car I took off my seatbelt reaching for the handle to get out, but Lincoln tapped my arm, his eyes still bright as he kissed my cheek making me stop, he got out the car, got something from the trunk before opening my door for me, and I now could see the picnic basket in his hand. "Oh nice surprise…" I took his open hand getting out of the car before feeling him kiss me slowly.

He placed the basket down before brushing a hand over my face, "you trust me?" he asked softly while I nodded. He now held up a blind fold, and I swallowed hard, "you still trust me?" he asked while I nodded again, he placed the blind fold on my carefully I could feel him trying to not tie my hair into it.

"Are you doing this to take funny pictures of me?" I asked while I felt him place his hand on my back, I could sense I was close to his body as he started us walking, I kept my eyes closed behind the material of the blind fold.

Lincoln chuckled before I could feel him moving me forward, he was careful as we walked, "No, but I want this to be a surprise so, shh…" he whispered while we kept walking, I could feel him rubbing his hand on my back, his soft muttering to himself, but most of all my heart pounding hard in my chest.

We walk what seemed like five minutes before Lincoln stopped me, his lips brushed over mine quickly as I felt him slip away, "I'm still here, just kept still, and keep the blindfold on…" he whispered softly, I did as he told me, but felt weird stand still, I could feel a soft breeze blowing through my hair, and the smell of the lake close by.

"Lincoln, what are you doing?" I asked while trying to hold in my giggled, it was taking too long, and I was an impatient girl. I felt Lincoln's body close to mine as his finger worked carefully on undoing the blindfold, I blinked my eyes a few times adjusting to the light, and then gasped seeing the picnic placed out on the grass next to the lake. There was food, drink, even a cake as I laughed holding my hand over my mouth. Lincoln brushed his hand through my hair kissing me again, but this time more passionately as I ran my hands up his back kissing back with as much enthusiasm as I could.

"This is just, wow." I whispered after the kiss stopped, my eyes focused into Lincoln's as he brushed my hair out of my face, his eyes looked down to mine before brushing my hair from out of my face.

"Well I wanted to do something nice for you, I knew you not into big a fancy, so I kept it simple…" he replied while I glanced to the blanket, the picnic seemed amazing.

I sat down on the blanket before Lincoln did, he slowly sat beside me before hading me a cup, and his eyes kept focus on a bottle, as I slowly raised my eyebrow. "Lily, its OJ…" he laughed pouring some into the cup I handed me. I nodded laughing again. "You know, I really worry about you." He added while he poured himself out some, and then passed a sandwich to me, I glanced over it, and nodded.

I leaned back lightly placing my OJ on the blanket, my eyes studying him over before shrugging. "You've got nothing to worry about, I mean nothing is wrong." I added while he moved on the blanket sitting closer to me, his hand brushed over mine gently before looking into my eyes.

"No, no, Nothings wrong, I'm just thinking it's not too long before you're off to college and all…" he replied while taking a bite out of a sandwich, I placed mine down watching his eyes, I didn't know why I didn't see it before.

"Linc, I haven't even applied to them yet, and don't even think I can get into one, so for now, don't think about the future, can we just enjoy now…?" I asked leaning forward brushing my hand over his cheek pressing my lips to his, kissing him gentle before pulling away.

Lincoln nodded, his hand brushed against my arm before passing me the sandwich again. "Just enjoy the now, sounds good enough for me." He added taking another bite of his sandwich watching me eat my own.

* * *

"Hey little dude!" I said getting on the hospital bed, Michael was sitting with a book in his hands, and he glanced from me to Lincoln before placing the book down.

Michael was administrated into hospital from a series of bad nose bleeds, and Sally wanted to make sure everything was ok; I on the other hand was just worried about him. "How was camp?" he asked before I bundled him in a hug, my arms wrapped around him hugging not too tight. "Lily, I'm gonna take that as you missed me…" he laughed while I pulled away.

"You need to stop scaring me!" I added while Michael turned to Lincoln giving him a strict look. "Hey don't be mad at him, I dragged it out of him…" I added before glancing back to Lincoln.

Michael folded his arms before nodding, "Well don't get too worried, I'm fine, Doctor's said I am going to be let out in a few days, well I asked if I couldn't miss School, but I have to wait and see…" Michael added as I laughed.

"Typical bro, you have a chance of missing school, and it's the end of the world…" he laughed while I turned around lightly slapping his arm. "Hey, I was joking!" he added before kissing my forehead.

"Nice, I think I might be sick." Michael watching as Lincoln wrapped his arms around me; I rolled my eyes before poking his head mole, his eyes narrowed. "Sorry, just still getting used to the mass of PDA…"

"Not like we're gonna have sex in front of you…" Lincoln joked as my eyes snapped on his. "Church camp made you lose your sense of humour?"

I raised my eyebrow before nodding, "Yes Linc, I mean that is what happens at Church camp, they take our humour, and also they convert us into being robots…" I added while playing with his hands.

Lincoln froze for a moment before Michael laughed, "She's joking Linc…" Lincoln glanced back down to me before I nodded.

"Well I am here for another twenty minutes, but then I have to get home, curfew and all…" I added while Lincoln sighed, "Seriously I have church in the morning…" I added while looking up to Lincoln his eyes staring deeply into mine. "You can always come with me…" I added.

"I think I'll pass, but we kinda have to go now, I have a job to do for Frank…" Lincoln spoke quickly while I swallowed hard, Lincoln knew how I felt about his off the book work for Frank, but in the end I didn't want another fight with Lincoln.

"Oh, ok." I said softly while quickly kissing Michael's cheek, he brushed a hand down my arm, "Look after yourself." I added while turning around walking out the door, I walk a head of Lincoln, but when we got to the car he spun me around to face him.

"Lily, why are you being like this now, after everything being good today…" his words fast as I folded my arms across my chest, my eyes kept focused on a freckle on my arm. "Lil, don't go avoiding on me…" he added pulling my face to look at his.

"I am not really going to discuss this now, so can you just drop me off home, please." I go to open the passenger door feeling Lincoln pull me around again.

His eyes looked angry; I didn't like it when this would happen, "Lillian, I am going to be doing a small favour, it's not big deal, I wouldn't of told you if I'd known you make such a big deal out of it!" he snapped while I kept staring.

"A big deal, I am not making a big deal out of anything!" I now took a deep breath, "I am just a little annoyed that, you are still doing." I watched his face; he was staring intense at me. "Ok, you know what, I'll walk home…" I stormed away from the car, but didn't get far before feeling Lincoln's hand gripping around my arm.

"No, Lil, for once can you not walk away when we are having an argument." He said while I turned to face him, I didn't like fighting with him as much he didn't like doing homework.

I pulled my arm away from his grip before keeping still, "I walk away, cos it's easy for me not to say something I will regret later." I hissed before his hands grabbed both my arms, his eyes locked on mine.

"Then just say it, cos I am sick of all these things you don't say!" Lincoln's voice shook me up as I moved closer to him, his eyes kept dead on mine as I grabbed his face kissing him rough, his hands rolled down my back kissing me in return, his body pressing mine against the car, I could feel all of him on me, before I knew it I couldn't breath from kissing so much I pulled away.

"How long you got before you gotta do that favour?" I asked looking to the back seat of the car; Lincoln thought for a second before I jumped into the passenger seat, he went around the driver's side getting us back to his place in the speed limit.

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