My Worlds

September 6th, 2011

Melyssa S. Ryan

Welcome to the crossroads of my mind.

From this single point stretch many roads

Each with their own persona as a guide

Some are sweet and some are wild.

Others are protectors and righteous heroes.

Though I fail to suffer from a disorder, I see a part of me in each

Some are linguists, others great fighters

One is a chef the other a great musician

There is even a princess and an assassin

Each possess the key to several of my unique worlds

All born of the simple question "What if…?"

What if he had a daughter?

What if one of them had this talent?

Would he have died if she were there?

These worlds owe their beginnings to many other minds

I create a character with a piece of me in her heart

She becomes my hand in the story

Sometimes I change the outcome dramatically

Sometimes I change very little

Sometimes my worlds mix together in the most amazing ways

They fill my dreams and fuel my imagination

I invite you to peer inside my mind as many times as you desire

I may open these portals at any time and step into a persona

Often I am forced to leave before I would like, but it must be done

Reality will not let me be, but my worlds allow me a multitude of temporary paradises

It all depends on how I feel.

Do I feel regal?

Do I feel outrageously smart?

Am I accomplished?

Or maybe I feel light of heart?

No I am not insane

I simply have not forgotten how to look at a box and see a pirate's treasure, a dark spooky cave, a royal ship, and a wizard's tower

In the words of an anonymous genius…

"Reality is a nice place to visit but I'd sure hate to live there."