Reedited and (hopefully) finished version:

This is an extract from an old story I was working on, hence the OC.

Niri is the same age as our rookies, and her special ninjutsu revolves around cloaking herself under chakra, making it impossible to hear or see her. When this story begins the two lovers are still a secret and only meet when they can be alone.

I imagine this to happen after the war. Chapter 2 is just smutty lemon.

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As I enter my living room, I realise I might have been too hasty agreeing to have Kakashi over. My house is a mess. Having just arrived home from a mission, I have carelessly thrown things around, though it wasn't because the house was tidy when I left.

'And Kakashi said he be here as quick as he could…' I sigh. 'What does that mean? Five minutes? Half an hour? More? Less?' I let out another sigh, but then look up.

'No. I'm not having a pity party, just because I might not be able to clean the house perfectly in five minutes, if that's how long it will take him.' I grab a basket from under the staircase and begin to throw all my dirty clothes in it.

'It will probably take him longer than five minutes. Whatever he had to do, it got to be important, and hence it would take some time.' As I finish collecting my clothes, I continue the cleaning process by shovelling things into drawers and my closet.

'Okay, got to throw the dirty clothes in the laundry basket.' I grab the basket and walk up the stairs. As I reach the top I notice the door to my bedroom door being open, and inside I see… an even messier place than the living room.

'Oh kami, it looks like a battleground…' which it kinda was, just only a battle between me and my clothes as I couldn't decide what to wear. I pick up the laundry from the floor and the bed and stuff it down with the rest in the basket. Then I try to make my bed.

'And why am I making my bed? Planning on going up here?' I ask myself. 'It's good to be prepared… who know; we might end up doing… things… It had become pretty heated a few times. Especially that time where he pushed me up against a tree, and I had one leg wrapped around him, while his hand held me up and the other crept under my blouse.' Uhm, I catch myself grinning. 'I'm not going to stop him if he wants to continue from last time…' I stare at myself in the mirror and then look down at the clothes I'm wearing.

'Should I change? He would notice if I did, and would that seem trying to much or? No, this outfit is fine.' I decide. I scout through my room and a yawn sneaks up on me. I walk downstairs again.

'Well, the house looks alright, shouldn't worry about it. He comes to visit me after all, not inspect my skills in cleaning.' I anxiously look around anyway to see if I have forgotten some underwear or anything else on the floor. But I cannot see anything. I stretch out my arms.

'Maybe I should relax a bit before he arrives, he must be here soon. Don't wanna seem too uptight when he gets here.' I convince myself to sit down in one of my armchairs. I look at the clock on the wall. I have been cleaning for almost an hour. I take a deep breath, and really try to relax, but my mind keeps going:

"He'll be here soon, he'll be here soon, he'll be here soon!' I exhale to calm down and I tuck myself further down the chair, wrapping myself with a blanket. 'Has it gotten a little cold?

My mind trails off. Back to the evening with the kiss against the tree. The other night where we had been sitting on the Hokage Mountain, cloaked with my barrier, so we could be kissing unseen. That night we had been lying down watching the stars until they began disappearing when the sun announced a new day. It had been romantic. Just like in the movies and novels, except I had felt like I would explode with all the butterflies in my stomach. I felt like I had laughed way more than needed at some of his stories, but he hadn't commented on it. He just leaned in and kissed me, when I had yet again slapped my hands on my mouth to stop laughing.

I yawned again and snuggled with the blanket. Then again his stories were pretty funny. Some involved his first impressions of Naruto, whom had been even a bigger goofball back then. They are really great guys…

I wake up feeling like I am floating. 'I fell asleep?' but when I try to shove of the blanket, I notice it is gone. I blink my eyes to see what's happening. Luckily I don't take this long to wake up when on a mission, but then again I feel safe at home, and that makes me fall into a deeper sleep. It's dark in my bedroom. 'I am in my bedroom?' and then I feel someone putting me down on my bed. The smell is unmistakeable.

"Kakashi?"

He chuckles. "Sorry, it took a little longer than expected." I try to sit up but my body is still sleepy, so I give in and stay down. Kakashi sits down next to me. As always when we are alone he had pulled down his mask and I can see the smile on his lips.

"I… You look adorable when you're sleeping, and I didn't want to wake you up. I know your mission was tough." I barely hear anything except adorable and I feel my cheeks redden. 'Why do I still blush when he compliments me?' his hand moves up and caress my cheek. "You are really warm, are you ill?" he moves his hand to my forehead, which I know isn't as warm as my cheeks still are.

I look up at him and notice he has a worried expression. 'He is actually concerned…'

I smile to him and sit up while I remove his hand from my forehead but keep it in mine. "I'm good." I lean in and kiss him. "Now I'm really good." I smirk and snuggle into his arms. He gives a surprised sound, but hugs me back. Having probably been satisfied that I'm not sick, he kisses my hand.

"I cannot explain how slow time has been going with you gone. I don't like not having you around." He looks at me and makes a grimace. "I even lost to Guy at our competition."

I start laughing.

"You?" I point my index finger at him. "You got… Distracted?" I continue to giggle smugly. 'From missing me?' I selfishly think.

He stretched his arms upwards, and moves to be more comfortable, and then he embraces me again. I let out a satisfied moan as I hug him. He lets his fingers run down my spine, something I have noticed he likes to do.

"How were you competing this time?"

He sighs. "We threw boulders."

"Boulders?"

"Yep."

"Gai's idea?" I ask though I already know it definitely was. The picture in my mind was probably not as silly looking as it had been in real life.

He nods. "For some reason we had quite an audience, and when we both didn't seem to falter people started chatting. I overheard one saying your name and coming home, and when I looked to who had said it I didn't manage to catch the boulder." He shrugs his shoulders. "So I lost, but that only means that we are tied." I stare at him. 'He really got distracted because of me?'

"Really?"

He looks away but nods. It looks like he is a bit embarrassed by it. I can feel how my heart suddenly has moved up into my throat.

"That is the sweetest thing…" I hold his face in my hands and kiss him as gentle as I can. "…I've ever heard someone tell me." He places one hand on my back as to pull me closer, but at the same time my legs were beginning to spin, as I haven't been sitting properly and need to move. We lose our balance and even though the romantic moment is gone, we end up lying next to each other laughing. I sit up again, this time I place myself on top of him. He turns to lie properly while I straddle him. I lean down to him, my breasts squeezed between me and his chunnin vest. I rest my head in my hands and look at him curiously.

"So what did Gai say when you dropped the boulder?"

Kakashi shrugs again. "The usual. How effort can beat a genius. How he loved our rivalry. How it inspired the blossoming youth." I smile at the comments. Sounds like typical Gai. Kakashi continues; "He also said that he planned to win next time too, so he would be in lead. Well, at least that's what he said when there were people around."

I frown. 'What does he mean by that?'

He sighs. "I'm not sure how to say this but…" His fingers tap lightly on my waist. "He knows."

It takes a few seconds for me to process what he is saying. 'He knows. What does he know? He could know about us? Oh kami he knows about us?!'

I push myself up. "He knows about us?!" I shout, louder than intended. I lower my voice again, not because I'm afraid someone would hear, I have barricaded my whole house with my jutsu, but more in courtesy for Kakashi. "How?" I ask.

"I'm not sure myself. Maybe he deduced it from my reaction to your name, but it wouldn't surprise me if he has known for a while. That man has known me since we were at the academy."

"But what did he say?" I am curious. 'It was Kakashi who had wanted us to go slow and keep our relationship low profile, and when he doesn't seem worried I don't have to be.' I think to myself.

"He said he was kinda disappointed that I had let myself get distracted, but he also said that he was happy that I finally was enjoying my youth. I tried to explain that the youth has already surpassed us, but he wouldn't listen to that. He wishes us the best." He finishes, while I lean down again and place my head on my hands and sigh.

"It's really cute that you got so distracted from my name, but you also seem annoyed by it, ne?"

"Suman. But yes. Maybe it's because I can't be with you as much as I like, that I'm unfocused.

'Not my fault.' I wanted to say. 'If we were an official couple we wouldn't have to sneak around, only seeing each other when we are not around other people.' But I don't say that. I figure he has his reasons and I trust him.

"But it is also good people don't mention my name to you during mission. Sounds dangerous." I try to joke, but he barely smiles.

'Hm. Not any fun to stay on top of him when he is in that mood.' I conclude. I slide down from him onto the bed and lie down next to him and his warmth.

He strokes my side. "I'm sorry; I didn't want to make you unhappy."

I turn my head up to face his. "I'm not unhappy. Well maybe a little but only because you seem so sad."

"Don't worry about me. He smirks. "Instead let me show you just how much I missed you." He lifts himself up and lies down on top of me, as I have turned on my back, grinning back to him.

"Oh please do." I meet his lips and this kiss is nothing like the previous we had just before. This is more raw and passionate. I raise one leg and twist a little so that he is between my legs, while he has raised himself up on his arms to avoid putting all his weight on me. My hands go on adventure under his shirt, and I let my fingers run across his chiselled stomach. A moan escapes my throat when he moves his hips and the growing bulge in his pants grazes my clit under my thin pants.

He suddenly pulls away. He pants. "I'm not sure… maybe I should get going…" I look confused at him and raise myself on my elbows. "Why?"

He is still panting and apparently battling with himself, because he hasn't moved away from me. "This is too much, I can't… "

"Kakashi, you are speaking to yourself?" I try to keep my voice calm, but even I can hear it sounds husky. 'I want us to continue!'

He takes a deep breath and says: "If we are to take things slow, I can't continue now. I don't think I can say no right now." he bites his lower lip, something I can't recall ever having seen him do before.

"So why do you have to say no?" I ask once my voice more relaxed.

He gives me a look as if I don't pay attention, which kind of annoys me, and then he moves further away from me by stretching his arms, leaning on his hands.

"I may not be a young guy anymore…" I sigh demonstratively at this but he continues; "your moaning in my ear, doesn't quite dampen my…" he stops, and if I hadn't known better I would think he is blushing. I grin up to him and try to finish his sentence.

"Your lust? Desire? Your longing after my naked body against yours?" With this he can't help but chuckle.

"My, you really are a little pervert."

I shrug. "Definitely not more than you, Icha Icha-san." I laugh back. "Now come down here and kiss me." I pout at him, but he doesn't move. Annoyed I pull away from him and sit up.

"What?"

"I don't wanna force myself on you." He says. I frown in confusion, while he continues; "and what if, when we announce our relationship, people will think I somehow…"

"Whoa hold it." I try not to laugh, "What? Like you think people would think that you, you Hatake Kakashi, used a genjutsu on me or something?" And now I seriously can't stop laughing. "What is going on in that handsome little head of yours?" I still laugh and I can see him pouting.

"That is something we should consider."

"No it is not. It's ridiculous." I interrupt him, but I think it is the silliest thing I have ever heard and then coming from Hatake Kakashi. He opens his mouth but I stop him. "First of all, it doesn't concern any other than us. Second everyone knows that you are a gentleman. Third, it's ridiculous, why would anyone think such bad things?" His face shifts from disgruntlement to… astonishment? I pause. "But… You are seriously worried that people would think you had forced yourself upon me?"

"I'm older than you and maybe you would feel obligated to do as I please or…" I puff my cheeks.

"I'm actually a bit insulted." I tell him, and mean it. 'Do you really see me as weak?'

I lean against the wall placing my hands the back of my head, a position learned from Naruto.

"And here I was scared you didn't like me enough…"

Kakashi's eyes open and he stare at me. "I do…" but I continue as if I haven't heard him.

"Well, I can conclude from the way you kiss me, the way you touch me and from what you just said that you do like me and also in a physical way?" It's difficult to keep a straight face, and I can already hear my voice becoming hoarser. 'I'd wish he'd just rip my clothes off, and just stop holding back so much.'

I have gotten an idea, and it had already expanded in my mind, and images of us naked keeps distracting me. He moves closer to me.

"Yes. Yes of course I like you. I love you." The words give me goose bumps, he doesn't say it often.

"Okay. And to clarify, when I moan, it's because I want you to continue. Hmm…" I try to suppress another blush. "This is really hard to tell you so directly. I… Normally it would do with body language… Anyways… We agree that since we both like each other, and we're both are adults, and neither truly wants to wait… so we should have sex." I am breathing heavily right now and I have been avoiding looking directly at him through my little speech. I just wanted to avoid any misunderstandings. Not with him. Kakashi. My Kakashi. 'Dare I look up?' I dare, he was sitting a bit from me when I started to talk, now he had moved up close. He smiles. And that smile makes me snap for air.

His eyes imply that he is up for my suggestion, but his mouth just says 'I love you.' When our eyes meet, he smirks.

"You are without a doubt my little perverted girlfriend." My inside screams as he calls me his, but I manage to keep a calm face, but can't help a smile. "Always", I say. I lean forward toward him and he leans towards me as if to kiss me but before he reaches me I stop him and say;

"Please take off your shirt and lie down." He does so immediately though slowly and keeps a suspicious eye on me. I smile as innocently as I can manage in my state, the thought of this have turned me on, and I say;

"You were afraid you would do something that I didn't like. Well, I doubt it," this time my smile is not innocent, "but to please you I thought of this. If I'm the one on top you can't really do anything wrong, right?" His grin shows that he is more than willing to do it my way.

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Smut starts in next chapter. (^-^)