The first time you are taken into the light it is thee most out of body thing you can feel. That being said…it's also excruciatingly painful. Don't take thing into the wrong state of mind. I can see it in your eyes. Don't try to imagine what the pain would be like. Don't compare it to other pains that you have felt because it's completely different from anything else. It's not something you could have felt before, because it is every pain you have ever felt in your life combined. From every paper cut, to every scar, to every break-up, to every death. It comes at you all at once and no matter how hard you try fighting the pain, it never lets up. The more you reject the pain, the more hurtful the pain gets. You have to let the pain in, to accept it, nurture it. Let it absorb itself into you and let it be you. Because the pain you experience in your life makes you who you are becoming. 'The' pain becomes 'your' pain. You recognize every memory, every accident, every mistake. It fills you with sadness and anger until your current mind can't handle anymore. Your mind morphs to fit who you have been. 'The' sadness and anger become 'your' sadness and anger. You see everyone that has ever hurt you, everyone that has ever loved you, and everyone that truly matters to you. You cling to those memories because that's all you have left. You don't want to leave everyone behind. And then you must let go because every memory you have worth remembering will be kept safe. 'Those' memories are 'your' memories. They morph to fit who you are. And then you feel bliss, paradise; like everything is exactly the way it should be. Because everything is exactly how it should be. You know what others don't know. You see what others can't see. You now have what others despretaly need and you want to give it to them. You are now perfect in every way. The Light has shown you the truth and you want your friends and precious ones to see it too. You want to save them from their own dark hearts and the darkness of the rare few who can't be saved. But most of all, you want to purify the darkened life that you see. You want to cast the shadows away with the Light and prove to them all that the Light is superior to all living beings. Even if it takes you until the end of time, you will save the lost and mend the broken. Why? Why do I say you want to save the world from darkness? Well its simple really, quite easy to understand. The only explanation you need is that…
I have seen the Light