Chapter One

(6 Months ago)

Bonnie was sitting on the chair at the Salvatore's living room going over the crossword over and over again. Why was it so difficult to figure out this one word, it's frustrating and annoying. She would keep going over it if she has to, it's not like she's got anything better to do. Damon came downstairs to see Bonnie was still trying to figure out the last word and he's had enough of it cause not only was he annoyed but bored, damn this prison world.

"You know what we need to do? Let's have some fun" Damon said.

"Fun, what fun is there to have here, it's not like we could go crash a party or go clubbing. So, if you'll excuse me, I'd like to get back to this and stop bothering me Damon" Bonnie said with sarcasm.

Sitting opposite her on the table, he said " you are no fun, I'm a very creative vampire unlike your judgey little self. We're getting our groove on and getting drunk. You need to loosen up and let go of your judgey ways for once, it's not like you have anything to lose; after all, you're dead and so am I".

Shaking her head and getting on her feet, bonnie answered "Uh, just so you know, I do know how to have fun and I'm not judgey...you're just too sensitive. Get the bourbon, I'll be right back" and with that she went up the stairs while Damon went over to the bar for the drinks.

Loud music blaring, body jiving and drinks in hand, the two of them were dancing to Whitney Houston's I wanna dance with somebody.

Looking at each other and laughing, Damon said to Bonnie " wow, who knew judgey can dance this good".

Smirking Bonnie answered "well, there's so many things you don't know about me Damon and you're a pretty good dancer for a dead guy yourself".

"Is that a compliment?" Damon asked.

"Maybe, maybe not" Bonnie answered.

Raising an eyebrow at her, he said " are you saying you could do better than me? I'll have you know that I've lived longer than you and I know every dance move there is".

"I was a cheerleader and just so you know, I've been dancing since I could say no and I'm pretty flexible" Bonnie replied.

Without words being said, the challenge has been accepted by both party. Circling each other and throwing in different moves, they got in each other personal space, dancing, grinding and bonnie dropping it low on him which caught him off guard. He was drunk but not too drunk but Bonnie was definitely drunk cause she kept giggling and grinding him with her ass more and more. All he could do was hold her in place and keep staring at her ass while rolling his hip behind her. He was starting to get hard and he sure knew he needed release, it's been a while since he got laid, four whole month...he's never waited that long. Smirking he thought to himself, maybe Bonnie wouldn't mind, she could use it too...its not like she's got a lot of experience and he was a god in that department; so maybe, just maybe she wouldn't mind. He started caressing her arm going up and down in circle, he moved to her neck rubbing it gently and started placing sweet kisses on her ear, neck going down her body.

"Hmm Damon, we shouldn't be like this, I've a boyfriend and you have a girlfriend" Bonnie said.

"Shh, just relax and enjoy this moment, we're just having fun nothing more" Damon answered.

Turning her around, he kissed her on the lips, it was gentle and demanding at the same time. She deepened the kiss and stuck her tongue in his mouth. Kissing frantically, he lifted her off the ground, placing her body between himself and the wall. He left a trial of kisses from her forehead to her chin and down her chest. He kissed his way down her body and in the process, both discarded off their clothes. He could smell her arousal which got him more excited. Dropping her panties, he kissed her thigh going up to her private area. He stuck out his tongue once there, having a taste of her liquid; he went for more, licking up her juices and tonguing her deeper and deeper making her toes curl, back arched and hearing her purr like a cat whose itch is being scratched. Kissing his way back up to her lips, he looked her in the eyes, seeking her approval before entering into her, rocking her world, filling her up with his cum, watching her cum while screaming out his name which was incredibly sexy. He worked her so hard he literarily left her speechless. He moved her to the room upstairs hoping to have another go at it but she was already asleep. He laid her on his bed, got in and pulled the cover over their naked body, kissed her face and fell asleep.

The sunlight was coming in through the open curtain, hitting Bonnie directly in the face. Groaning she put her hand over her eyes, tried to get up but couldn't cause some unknown force was holding her down. Lifting her head up, it was like she was being hit in the head with her hammer..."that hurts" she thought to herself, "guess I had too much to drink" and just like that, it hit her. She had slept with Damon Salvatore last night, she turned to Damon to see he was still sleeping, looking all peaceful. She felt her stomach tightened in guilt, making her head hurt even more. Getting up quickly, she walked out of the room into her own room and straight into the bathroom. She cleaned herself up, changed, went downstairs to pick up their clothes. She put his clothes in the laundry room, washed and dried her own clothes. She tidied the living room and kitchen, ate cereal and back to her room to revel in her guilt and shame of what she had done.

Damon woke up feeling refreshed which was something he hadn't felt in a while. "Uh judgey" Damon thought, he knew she must be feeling guilty for what had happened last night. Don't get him wrong, he felt guilty too but Bonnie's moral compass is overly high and he in a way had none. He had sex with the best friend of the love of his life, the woman he spent 2years chasing knowing fully well she was in love with his younger brother not only that, but he had a friend now in Bonnie and he just messed it up by sleeping with her. "Damon, Damon, Damon...when will you stop messing things up" he thought to himself. He got up, went into the bathroom to clean up and put some clothes on. Listening in, he heard Bonnie's soft breathing and decided to see how she was doing. Gently poking his head through her door,.

"Hey, what you doing?" he asked Bonnie.

Bonnie looked at him and said "nothing".

Okay he thought, this is awkward; might as well hit the nail on the head and get the awkwardness out of the way.

"So about last night, we were drunk, well mostly you but we had sex which was great but it can never happen again. I'm sorry I took advantage of you, maybe I'm not really sorry but I am 'cause you're my friend and I'm in love with your best friend and you with her brother. Can we just forget it ever happened and move on like grown ups that we her. Friends?" He asked.

"Sure" Bonnie answered looking at her hands.

He nod his head, walked to the door but he stopped, turned around and said "Bonnie, don't beat yourself up about it, you were really drunk but I wasn't. I should have stopped but I didn't, so if anyone is to be blamed its me" and with that, he left.

After a few days of awkwardness, things are pretty much back to normal. They are both back to their bickering and rude commenting (Damon) but most importantly, they are friends again. Bonnie still think about what happened sometimes but the guilt isn't has strong as before and she made sure not to dwell on the tiny guilt left.

"You know if you wash those dishes any harder, you'll surely leave a dent" Damon says.

Looking at him with sad eyes, Bonnie said "I just miss them you know, I should be in class now receiving a lecture and hanging out with my friends but I'm hopeful that we'll get out here".

Damon moved close to her and held her in his arms for a minute then moved back to dry the dishes.

"What's that for?" Bonnie asked.

"You looked like you could use a hug and since I'm feeling generous today, I gave it. Christmas came early" smirking, he told her. Bonnie smiled and got started on dinner.

Present time

It's been two months now since both Damon and kai left her in the prison world. She had sucked for two whole weeks but now, she's over it. For the past few days, she's been working on herself, getting back some of the things she used do like running, dancing and taking care of herself. That kept her busy but the loneliness was getting too hard to ignore. She tried killing herself but couldn't and had found the map to go to Silas' cave to retrieve Quetsiya's tombstone for herself since she no longer has her magic. Packing up her bag filled with a few clothes, her favorite crisps and water with other edibles, she made her way to Damon's convertible and drove into he day. She was getting out if this prison world, going to the present (2015) mystic falls and starting over an Bonnie Bennett the redeemed, alive, willing to live and not as a martyr.