Wanting Out

by Girl In Heaven

This is Rae's oppion of what she felt before she betrayed them. Set for the first book. T cuz I'm paraniod! One shot!

I wanted out. I wanted to get out of this screwed up home for screwed up people. I didn't want to take meds, and I didn't want anything here.

But I had no choice.

Taking meds would allow my freedom. But there was something else.

Chloe, the new girl, was planning. I saw how she talked to the boys, they were planning. And if I tipped them off, I might get my freedom. I was tired of being like a bird, coped up and chained. I was losing it. I was tired of seeing everything go by. Liz being taken. Tori acting like a bitch.

I wanted to see the world, I wanted my real mother.

Sure, Chloe was alright. In fact, she was a great friend. But she didn't have any idea.

I needed out.

Author's Note:

I had that idea after a dream I had. Rae wanting her freedom. What she saw.