PLEASE BE GENTAL THIS IS MY FIRST FIC
IF I'M LONELY IT'S MY BUSINESS
..... I was walking through the alley, It was maybe midnight or so. I remember struggling to keep my books from falling, every so often hoisting it up. For some reason I was afraid. It could have been the darkness of the alley or just the sound of my heartbeat getting louder and louder. It was like my body was trying to warn me but for what? Before I knew it I stepped into a pot hole and loss my balance and my heartbeat seemed to quicken, it took awhile to find my books which had fallen and thats when I noticed................ It was not infact my heartbeat I was hearing, it was footsteps. And it seemed to get louder and faster. I tried to walk but ended up walking faster, as so did the person behind me. Blinded by fear I tried to hide but, because of the darkness I couldnot see what was ahead of me. I looked back but couldn't see anyone I turned forward to see.......... street lights and I knew, I just knew that if I made it into the light the person wouldn't and couldn't harm me. I looked back again and seemed to stop walking the person --------- wasn't there. No footsteps and no person in sight. But, to tell the truth I never knew why I stopped, but I did. For a moment I felt alone and somewhat safe but just as quick as a lightning bolt the sence of security came crashing down when I was pounced on as if I was an animal. I tried so hard, I mean really hard to get him off but he just kept.......... he kept touching me. *Sobbing* I......... I tried to get one of my books to knock him off of me and I ran. But.......... I didn't get that far. I'll never forget the way he pushed me against the wall and forced his lips on to mine when he noticed I still did not give in, he pulled out a blade and said "Dont fuck with me". Then he savegly tried to claim my lips once more and there was nothing I could do. I would never forget the copper taste that filled my mouth mixed with the foul taste of blood, my blood.
IF I'M LONELY IT'S MY BUSINESS
..... I was walking through the alley, It was maybe midnight or so. I remember struggling to keep my books from falling, every so often hoisting it up. For some reason I was afraid. It could have been the darkness of the alley or just the sound of my heartbeat getting louder and louder. It was like my body was trying to warn me but for what? Before I knew it I stepped into a pot hole and loss my balance and my heartbeat seemed to quicken, it took awhile to find my books which had fallen and thats when I noticed................ It was not infact my heartbeat I was hearing, it was footsteps. And it seemed to get louder and faster. I tried to walk but ended up walking faster, as so did the person behind me. Blinded by fear I tried to hide but, because of the darkness I couldnot see what was ahead of me. I looked back but couldn't see anyone I turned forward to see.......... street lights and I knew, I just knew that if I made it into the light the person wouldn't and couldn't harm me. I looked back again and seemed to stop walking the person --------- wasn't there. No footsteps and no person in sight. But, to tell the truth I never knew why I stopped, but I did. For a moment I felt alone and somewhat safe but just as quick as a lightning bolt the sence of security came crashing down when I was pounced on as if I was an animal. I tried so hard, I mean really hard to get him off but he just kept.......... he kept touching me. *Sobbing* I......... I tried to get one of my books to knock him off of me and I ran. But.......... I didn't get that far. I'll never forget the way he pushed me against the wall and forced his lips on to mine when he noticed I still did not give in, he pulled out a blade and said "Dont fuck with me". Then he savegly tried to claim my lips once more and there was nothing I could do. I would never forget the copper taste that filled my mouth mixed with the foul taste of blood, my blood.
