I told you not to come
Yet you came
Why?
Because you loved me.
I warned you of the dangers
I told you of my powers, my destiny
Yet you accepted me, loved me.
So innocent, so pure
You never saw the evil, you just imprisoned it.
There is real evil out there,
It was here tonight,
And it won.
I should have stopped you,
I should have locked the door, pushed you out,
Done anything to keep you away.
It's too late now though, you're gone.
My powers cannot bring you back.
They can take a life, not give it,
They can defeat evil, but evil has defeated us,
Destroyed me, I am done.
I never wanted you to get hurt, I loved you,
Love is a killer, a cold – blooded liar,
It's meant to bring warmth to those who need it,
It does, for a while.
But then it disappears, leaving behind dreaded emotions,
Fear, loneliness…guilt.
We were so young, our love consumed us,
Our passion blinded us, blocked out the truth.
I should never have let you back into my life,
I should have known it wasn't right.
My world was not meant for innocents,
Yet you entered it because I was in it,
You saw me as innocent, I am not.
You are gone because of me,
I snatched your life, ended it,
How can they make us do these things?
I am forced to carry on saving lives,
When I have just lost my own.
You were my life.
Now there is nothing,
My past has gone,
You were my future,
And my present is pain.
I've felt the pain before, I lost my mum,
Evil made her leave; it's done the same to you.
My sisters try to comfort me; they have only lost once,
They don't understand what I felt for you, how I feel now.
I'm not so sure I know how I feel.
I am so confused, messed up inside,
My feelings keep changing,
Anger, guilt, sadness,
Eventually I'll feel destruction,
The weight of my burdens, your death,
Crushing me, making me smaller than I feel now.
You're dead, I am to blame,
I look upon your lifeless body,
All you warmth, joy, love,
Gone.
It is over for me, I cannot do this.
Soon, I will join you.
Enter into your new world,
As you entered into mine.
Why?
Because I love you…