A/N: I know I have not updated in awhile, and I apologize. But for once I do not have any excuses, unless you call writing like crazy one of them? That's right or should I say write haha bad pun; I should be punished. But do I have news for all of you! I have not only been working on this-but two other stories that I am just itching to post. I will tell you more later but right now here is the start of little something something you can read.

I would say sorry again, but I really don't feel any bad because there is a lot of stuff in store for all of you and I sincerely hope you all enjoy. I am really excited! But without further ado. I will now stop typing.

No Turning Back

Part 1: Now is not the time

"I want you to be comfortable so I can be comfortable." Blaine tried assuring his boyfriend who had a slight flush on his cheeks from where their conversation had headed. It was nice to just hang out in his room with just Kurt. He loved his new friends he made in Glee club, and he loved practicing for the musical despite that days rehearsal.

But he and Kurt had been dating for a year now and they haven't done much of anything besides hand holding and a few heated make out sessions which usually resulted with him and his hand when Kurt eventually left. When it came to anything sexual with each other they knew next to nothing. Kurt had been pretty resistant about being sexual before they were even together so Blaine never really pushed it, nor has he even really cared as long as he had Kurt he was happy he was well worth the wait.

"and besides," Blaine smirked flirtatiously leaning forward.

"Tearing off all of your clothes is sort of a tall order."

Kurt bit his lip. "Because of the layers?" he questioned chuckling slightly.

"Because of the layers." Blaine repeated pressing a quick kiss to his boyfriends lips.

Kurt's ran his fingers down Blaine's neck when the other boy tried to pull away and drug him into another kiss.

This kiss being a searing one unlike the last soft and gentle one.

This one drew sparks and Blaine groaned out shakily granting Kurt full access to his mouth.

Kurt's tongue scraping purposely against Blaine's teeth making Kurt shiver; gripping Blaine's shirt and pulling him down on top of him so they were flush together. Laying on top of the bed; Blaine over Kurt...breathless; panting for air. Kurt's breath mixing with Blaine's. Pupils were dilated with lust and want as hazel brown eyes peered into a pair of blue-green eyes. Kurt's fingers clutched onto Blaine's shoulders, pulling him closer—if it were possible.

"Kiss me." Kurt's voice sounded deep as he demanded. Blaine growled out.

growled. before sucking Kurt's bottom lip into his mouth; nibbling.

"Blaine just, fuck." Kurt breathed out heavily; shifting.

"God Kurt." Blaine grumbled; gritting out a groan."You can't do ithat/i" he barked through his clenched teeth.

"Why Blaine—I want you. I'm ready—I'm comfortable. Please Blaine. Please." Kurt whimpered bucking his hips up against Blaine's

and Oh, Blaine thought.

That really shouldn't feel this good. his fingers dug deep into Kurt's hips willing to give in and just let the chips fall as they may.

The sound of Kurt begging to him was something foreign, exciting, and new. He was already half hard and his super hot and super sexy boyfriend was laying there hard and willing himself; begging for him.

"Are you sure?" Blaine whispered, despite his internal battle with his conscious.

"God Blaine will you forget about being dapper for a few damn minutes." Kurt cried out in frustration.

"Well," Blaine looked slightly offended. "I would hope it would last for more than a few minutes."

"It won't last at all if we don't start anything." Kurt shot back.

"I don't want to do anything with you Kurt." Kurt stopped what he was doing, his hands dropping to his side; looking dejected.

"W-what?" Kurt choked his watering with unshed tears.

"God Kurt that's not what I meant. No wait." but Kurt wouldn't have any of it. He attempted to push and kick his way free; Blaine just held him there. "Baby just listen to me. Kurt please. I don't want it to end up like this."

"Like what?" Kurt snipped never feeling more rejected than what he has in this moment; his fathers words buzzing through his head.

"Just let me go!" he cried.

"I want to go home."

"Not until you listen to me!" Blaine yelled. Blaine never raised his voice.

Kurt closed his mouth, his lips in straight flat lines as he began to wipe of his tears.

He waited and Blaine frowned grabbing Kurt's hands and kissing the backs of each one. Kurt had to refrain from rolling his eyes.

"I want this with you Kurt. I do. I love you and I want to experience it all with you. I want you to be my first everything. But... at play rehearsal today Artie said that we did not act the part—that Rachel and I weren't sexually awakened." he paused for a moment, his face remained unchanged so Blaine sighed continuing.

"Then you threw all of this stuff at me saying you wanted more and Kurt believe me I do... but... I just really don't want it to be like that—it'll seem like I was just doing it for my part and not for you or us. You matter, we matter and I just want this to be special—the way it's supposed to be." Blaine finished getting off of Kurt and sliding to the edge of the bed with his hands on his face.

"If you want to go, I understand."

"Blaine, I am so sorry—I had no idea." Kurt whispered inching closer and taking Blaine's hands in his own like Blaine just did to him moments ago.

"Look at me babe." Blaine looked up slightly ashamed.

"Don't look at me like that. Thank you for what you did—the truth is I should be the one apologizing. I shouldn't of pushed you; that is something we both promised we would never do. I know you said play rehearsal didn't go the greatest today—but why didn't you tell me about this?"

Blaine chuckled dryly despite the few tears that were falling down his face.

"I uhh—wasn't expecting you to uh... want anything like this with me yet." he answered truthfully.

Kurt smirked. "Well you can't just dance around in your room to Roxy Music and expect me not to jump your bones."

"You are a really great boyfriend." Kurt continued.

"I love you so much Kurt." Blaine whispered, dropping their clasped hands and pulling him closer.

"I love you too Blaine." Kurt murmured against his lips softly.

"See you tomorrow? Blaine questioned a small smile on his lips, when they pulled away.

"I'll be out after your day at Dalton." Kurt assured before walking out of Blaine's room.

Ever since Blaine transferred to McKinley High School a few weeks back he never really had the time to go visit his friends at Dalton.

Between play rehearsals, Glee Club, preparing for sectionals, and spending most of his free time with Kurt he couldn't really see his old friends.

But he and Kurt had planned that he would be able to go see his friends this weekend and they can go to their usual morning coffee date afterward.

A/N: Okay what you are all reading right now is a short segment story that is a spin off from the First Time, PARTLY. This was a prompt that was given to me by my best friend in real life narutolover15. This was originally supposed to be a one-shot but it turned into a whole lot more. If you enjoy it please let me know and maybe even here, because its based loosely over something she asked me to do. (:

But as I said before, I have been busy with two other stories; which sadly means no updates for Outlaws just yet. But one of the stories is an AU Kid!Fic. The other is a Future!Fic, when they didn't know each other. If you would like more information don't be afriad to ask, otherwise you will be left waiting until I post the very first chapter to either of them. But I hope you are as excited as I am!

XxLaurenxX
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