I've been obsessing over Supernatural, so I decided to write an incredibly fluffy Dean/Cas fic. Hope you enjoy! (It's in Anna's POV in the episode "Heaven and Hell.")
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Dean had fallen asleep below my trembling body. How like a man, I thought. I giggled as I snuggled closer to him, my red hair falling against his muscled body. Just days ago I didn't know who this man was and now I had felt him against me, within me. Being an angel was nothing compared to this feeling I had. I gently traced a finger along his chest, taking in the moment. I wondered what he was dreaming of. He looked concerned…
I was suddenly distracted by a familiar voice. It was not the one he kept while on earth, in that man's body. His true voice, which could express more than any human language. No words spoken by man could reflect the things I heard in his speech in that moment. Pangs of envy flowed through me with each sound that escaped him.
Castiel.
I never knew he could feel this way. About a human, no less. I felt his heart, surely more than Dean had. That boy is a bit thick.
It was powerful to hear his voice alone, with no other angels to accompany his confessions. I doubt that he was allowing the others to hear these spoken thoughts. How sinfully beautiful they were, yet somehow so pure and innocent. Castiel… I swear he can be such a child about some things. He doesn't understand that he's in love.
Dean, is it wrong to be drawn to you like this? I raised you from perdition; such was my father's will. Was there a greater meaning in it being my duty? Surely another angel could have completed that task. Yet, it was me. I wouldn't want another to have that duty. Another angel's hand branded to your skin forever…
Castiel… you really don't understand it do you? I almost pitied him for not comprehending. In fact, I would pity him if I didn't feel such envy. I stared back at the man, sleeping restlessly beneath my body, and knew he was not mine to have.
I rested back against Dean's chest and sighed. So what I couldn't have him forever? I had him for now, and that was all that should matter at the moment.
I think I might… love him.
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