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Dear John

Chapter 1

John Morrison rolled off of the women under him, his breathing heavy. He was silent for a minute as he stared up at the ceiling; the only sound in the room was their breathing. Finally, he ran his hands over his face. "Ugh, we shouldn't have done that,"

Callie Grimm turned her head to look at John. "I know,"

He looked at her. "I mean, my best friend is in love with you." He said, angry at himself for letting this happen.

She couldn't help but point out, "But I have no feelings for him. I have no loyalty to him."

"But I do," He said seriously. She rolled her eyes and rolled over so her back was to the man. He didn't immediately get out of the bed and she practically felt is hand hover over her shoulder, like he wanted to say something. But the moment passed and it wasn't long until she felt him get out of bed and gather his clothes, taking a second to put them on, before leaving her room. Once she was sure he was gone, she rolled over on her back and looked at the door, a sad expression playing on her lips.

Truth was, this wasn't the first time they'd slept together. It had happened many times actually, and it always ended the same way…with John claiming it never should have happened and it can never happen again. It didn't used to bother her…until she realized she was in love with him.

She didn't even know how it happened. They ran with the same group of friends but they barely spoke to each other; they were kind of friends by association. One night, after a night out on the town and many drinks, they had ended up in bed together. They both promised it would never happen again but inevitably, it always did. Callie wouldn't mind it (come on, he was hot and great in bed) if he didn't leave right after because he felt guilty. You see, his best friend, Mike Mizanin, has had a longstanding crush on her since she entered the WWE two years ago. She liked Mike just fine, just not anything more than friends.

This has been going on for months. They never call each other or arrange to have sex in advance, it always just sort of happens. Either they are out partying and just end up together at the end of the night, or John comes to her hotel room late at night. Somewhere along the way…she had fallen for him. She knew she could never tell John this though, he was just in it for the sex.

She got out of bed, throwing on some pajama shorts and a t-shirt before walking over to the door. She stuck her head out the door to see if anyone was walking by before dashing across the hall and knocking on the door. She waited patiently for the person to answer the door and when he did, she threw herself at him, wrapping her arms around his waist.

"Callie, you okay?" Her best friend, Ted DiBiase, asked, concerned for his friend as he closed the door. She moaned into his chest and shook her head. He sighed as he led her over to the bed. "What'd he do this time?" He asked, well-aware of her relationship with John. She and John had promised not to tell anyone, but it became too much for her and she had to tell someone, and Ted was the one person she was closest to that she could trust not to tell anyone.

She sighed and pulled away from him as she crawled on the bed. "Same thing he always does. Came over all sweet and horny. Then after we have sex, says it can't happen again and it was a mistake." She ran a frustrated hand through her hair and laid her head on the pillow.

Ted shook his head and laid down next to her. "Cal, why do you let him do this? You know it's not going to change. He's going to do the same thing every time." He said. He hated seeing her hurting.

She closed her eyes as she wrapped her arm around his waist and put her head on his chest. "I can't help it. I love him. I just can't say no."

"Listen, you're a grown women and you need to make your own decisions but you need to know that you deserve so much better than him." Ted said as they settled into a silence. She knew Ted was right, and it's not that she didn't want to be treated better, but it's hard to say no to the one you love.

The next day, Callie was at the arena early. She got there before everyone else so she could fit in a couple of hours at the gym first. After completing her workout, she walked into the women's locker room and looked around, noticing some other bags scattered around. People must be starting to arrive for the show. She walked into the shower area to get cleaned up. After her shower, she changed into her ring gear which consisted of short purple shorts with silver trim and a purple sports bra like top also trimmed with silver. She pulled on purple socks that went a little above her knee before pulling on her wrestling boots, her boots stopping just below her knee, allowing a couple inches of her socks to poke out- a signature for her. Before walking out the door, she pulled on a black velour hoodie to cover her bare torso so she didn't freeze to death before the show started.

She walked into catering and the first person her eyes narrowed in on was John. His back was to her but she would recognize him anywhere. He was sitting at a table with Randy Orton and they were laughing about something. She forced herself to pull her gaze away from him and headed over to grab some food. Once she piled her plate with a salad and some chicken, she grabbed a table that was as far away from John as possible.

She sat at her table and ate her meal in peace as she watched superstars and divas pile in the room. Every so often, her eyes would travel over to John but she didn't want to get caught so she immediately focused on her almost empty plate.

"Hey, thirsty?" She heard someone say as they sat down next to her, sliding a water bottle her way. She looked up at smiled politely at Mike.

"Thanks, I forgot to grab one." She said as she twisted the top off the bottle.

"How was your weekend?" He asked, making conversation, occasionally peeking a glance at her bare long legs.

She nodded. "It was pretty good." She said as her mind relived what had happened this weekend. She had been at home, asleep, when there was a knock on her door. It had been John. And he left almost as fast as he arrived. He barely even finished getting dressed before he was out the door. Yeah, her weekend had been good until he left. She shook her head to break out of her thoughts when she heard Mike calling her name. "What?" She asked, looking up at him.

He smiled as she snapped out of her thoughts. "I asked if you wanted to go out to dinner tomorrow night?"

She couldn't help but allow her eyes to travel over to the table that John was sitting. She was surprised to see that he no longer had his back to her. He was alone now and was sitting on the other side of the table so he was facing her. She tried to read his expression as he gazed at her but it was blank, not giving anything away. She looked back at Mike, who was waiting for her answer. She decided she was going to look back at John and if he was looking at her, she would tell Mike no, but if he wasn't looking at her, then she would say yes. She took a deep breath before looking back over at the man she loved. He was gone. She nodded in acceptance before turning back to Mike with a fake smile. "Absolutely,"

John Morrison walked down the hall to clear his head. He didn't know what was wrong with him lately. All his thoughts consisted of Callie. He didn't understand why. Before they had had sex with each other, they never even really spoke to each other.

When Callie first arrived in the WWE, John and Mike both liked what they saw and heard about her and her ring ability. But it was Mike who first spoke about his crush on her, so he technically had dibs. He felt like the worse friend ever. How could he sleep with his best friends girl- Ok, well technically she wasn't his girl but he was pursuing her. And it's not like John stopped having sex with her after that one time, they have done it many times since their first time. He couldn't help himself. Sometimes they would both be at the club, they both had a few drinks in their system and their eyes would lock across the room and the next thing they knew, they were both naked in bed. Other times it was John's fault. He hung his head in shame as he thought of the numerous times he had actively sought her out. He couldn't even count the number of times he laid in bed, unable to sleep, because his thoughts were consumed of Callie. He would leave his room and go to the lobby and sweet talk to the front desk employee, sometimes female, though sometimes male, into telling him what room she was in.

And then he remembered this weekend. He shook his head just at the thought as he entered the locker room and sat down on the bench. This weekend after hanging out with Mike and a couple of friends, he pretended to go home but he really drove to Callie's house, which was on the other side of town. He didn't know how to stop himself. It was like once he started thinking about her, he couldn't stop.

He didn't know what to do. He felt helpless. He didn't want to hurt his friend like he knew he was. Though Mike didn't know, no one knew, John knew it was only a matter of time before things got out. But at the same time, he just couldn't stop sleeping with Cal!

"John, my man!" Mike greeted happily as he walked into the locker room.

John looked up, glad for the break from his thoughts. "Hey, what's up?" John asked with a smile as he slapped his friends hand.

"I just scored myself a date with the hottest diva on Raw." Mike said smugly. "That's right, you're boy finally is going out with the one and only Callie Grimm. Be jealous," He joked. John forced a laugh but inside he was upset. There was a mixture of emotions flowing through him. He was mad that she would go out with Mike after they had just had sex together the night before and she had claimed she had no feelings for Mike. And he actually felt what Mike told him to feel: jealousy.

"Hey, I'm happy for you man." He congratulated his friend before walking into the shower area.

A/N: So a new story, yay! I hope you all enjoyed this first chapter and will review and continue to read. I've been working on this story while I was working on my last posted story and this one is actually all finished so i should have frequent updates. Even though this is only twenty chapters long, much shorter than some of my stories in the past, this is probably one of my favorite stories that I've written. So i hope you all continue to read and give this story a chance! :)