As I lay in my bed, I wondered how I got so lucky I mean I was in L.A with my three best friends, engaged to one of them, and we were all famous. Sounds like the best life ever right?...well it is but sometimes it draws unwanted attention and that is never good, the aftermath of the unwanted attention can sometimes break people, it can break them down until you don't recognize the person your looking at. He was asleep in my arms who you may ask but none other than James Isaac Diamond we are engaged and I couldn't be happier ever since Jo and Camille left things had been getting better, that was until Jet opened his big ass mouth, and now I lay here watching him sleep hoping he doesn't have another nightmare because of them, in order to understand this I have to take you back to two weeks ago.
FLASHBACK TWO WEEKS AGO
"AAAHHHH KENDALL HARDER…PLEASE I NEED IT HARDER!" James screamed as he dug his nails into my back, it felt good I know I have a weird kink for being scratched during sex but whatever. I started going harder and he began raking his nails down my back I could feel the blood coming to the surface, but I didn't care I that mattered to me was making James feel good so much had happened and we finally trusted me enough to make love to him, I was going to make sure he never forgot it.
"K-KENDALL I-I-I'M CLOSE" he screamed again I began going faster if that's even possible, then we came together it was beautiful the sounds that came out of his mouth would put a porn star to shame as we both tried to regain our breath James brought us into a sweet and passionate kiss, I pulled out he winced as I did, I went to get a wash cloth to clean us up with and I saw it there was blood at James' hole to say I was freaking out would be a understatement and James was giggling about it.
"Kenny baby calm down I'm fine" James said when he saw me start to panic
"James how are you ok?!...I made you bleed oh my god…I need to get Logan" I said as I was about to bolt out of the room
"Kendall sweetie really I'm ok….it's just been a while besides I made you bleed so we're even" he said as he smiled at me…wait I was bleeding? I walked in the bathroom and turned around to see blood dripping from my back; it looked as if someone took a rake and drug it down my back. I walked out of the bathroom and James got the wash cloth and began to clean my back and it hurt like hell
"Sorry I was a little rough" James said as he continued to clean the mess he made
"It's ok…as long as it felt good for you" I said as I turned around to kiss him
"I wonder what everyone is going to say when they see you at the pool." James said as he giggled a little bit
"I really don't care what they say; they know who I belong to that's all that I care about" he hugged me from behind and whispered that he loved me. Then my phone started ringing it was Gustavo he had been working us like crazy for the up coming tour and it was time to go rehearse a little, James and I went and got Logan and Carlos and we all drove down to the studio and waited to get yelled at. As we waited something shocked me I saw Jet and he was coming towards the four of us.
"Umm Logan, Kendall can I talk to you guys for a minute?" Jet asked he looked nervous as if he was being watched or something we followed him around the corner once we stopped he burst.
"JO AND CAMILLE ARE ON THEIR WAY BACK" he yelled, and I knew James and Carlos had heard it from how fast they 'rounded the corner with panicked looks on their faces, and James looked a little pale.
"What do you mean they're on they're way back?" Carlos asked he sounded like a frightened little child Logan held him in his arms as Carlos began to cry a little, I turned to James to see him in a corner shaking and then it hit me he was having a panic attack, just hearing the names Jo and Camille would send him into one so I rushed over to him to try and snap him out of it.
"Jamie baby look at me…its Kenny…baby come on look at me please" I begged but he was to far gone to hear me, so I had to wait it out ten minutes later he was looking around when his eyes landed on me he began to cry.
"Jamie baby what's wrong?" I asked even though I already knew the answer
"S-she going to take you a-a-away f-from m-me" he stuttered
"No Jamie listen to me ok?...she is not going to take me away from you, you're my life James and I'm not going to let her ruin that" I said as I made him look at me. Then he said one little word that made my heart break a little
"Promise?"
"Yes baby I promise" I said as I kissed him on his lips. I knew from that moment on I was going to have to watch him; something told me things was going to get a lot worse before they got better.
Sorry for the chapter being so short. But the next one will be longer promise: D…please r&r