Foreword
I'm running, I don't know what from. It is all dark, I'm running through darkness. There is a creepy laugh. I look to my side, Angela is running with me and looks really angry and threatening, but her eyes show that she is truly terrified but trying to look strong. I grab her hand and we run even faster. We're running so fast, i never thought i could run that fast. I don't know what we're running from or where we're going. Everything is still so dark. I hear the evil laugh again. Then a man appears in front of us. He has a weird face, no nose, or hair, and has a creepy smile. "I will get you, and you will serve me" he says smiling creepily. I grow angry and scared. I run and shove past him with Angela by my side only to hear him laugh manically behind us and say "no matter what you do, you can't escape. You two are my daughters and will obey me". I turn around and look angry "NEVER YOU FILTHY ASSHOLE" i shout. He laughs and in one second hes holding my through cutting off my ability to breath. "you will not talk to your master that way" he says in a deadly calm voice. I struggle and his grip only tightens. Angela is gone, its just me now.
"You WILL obey Me! I AM OUR FATHER" the sick creature yelled in my face. I squeezed my eyes shut tight and tried to disappear. I had never fully been able to but i tried to. "LOOK AT ME BITCH" he yelled smacking my face. I stared him in the eye giving him a death glare. Shooting spears into his face. He simply laughed . "You're not so strong now, but i could make you stronger" he said in a too nice a voice, "i could give you all the knowledge you starve for. All the opportunity, all you ever wanted. Because i am your father and i care about you" he said the last part touching my face gently. I knew he was lying, he didnt love me, he just wanted the power i could have. I looked him in the eye and said whispering "you will" I shouted " NEVER BE ANYTHING LIKE A FATHER YOU FILTHY CREATURE! YOU SHOULD DIE, THE WORLD DOESNT NEED A DISCUSTING JACKASS LIKE YOU!" He growled and told his snake to kill me slowly. The snake came and bit me in multiple places, i was bleeding everywhere.
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I begin to close my eyes and re-open them, slower and slower, all i see is a blackness surrounding a small white light thats getting bigger and bigger slowly. This darkness is so cold and lonely, i dont want to be here anymore. The white light looks warm and comforting. With kindness and understanding from everyone. I begin to walk to that light. Im leaving this cold and lonely place that only holds suffering and hurt. I walk closer and closer in the light. I put on foot into the light. Its so warm. Its comforting, there is no pain. It seems like the word pain doesn't even exist here. The grass tickles my bear foot. The wind blows out into the darkness to where the rest of me is. Its so warm, the wind hugs me and tries to pull me in. I love it. I think its so peaceful This is where i belong. Maybe my mom is here, i think she loved me. And maybe i have siblings that are here that care for me also. Pain is not real here. All is kind, nice, and loving. A butterfly flys out and lands on my shoulder and looks at me as if saying "go in, its better there". A baby bunny and a doe come out and stand next to me, birds that fly so free are there. All of it whispers to me "go in. Its love in there, its peace, there is not hurt or pain that this cruel place had given you. just go in, it will all be over". I smile and close my eyes. Is this what it feels like to let all the pain go. Is this what it feels like to die? Am i dyeing? It doesnt matter, im going to let all the pain and hatetred go. Im going to peace. "NO!" someone crys out to me. I turn my head and a hand grabs my shoulder and pulls me back.