Never Look Back Chapter 1

~ Never Look Back~

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So I'm back with a new story…The story is called Never Look Back. It's a Heine x OC story. Another story to my tragedy series (Gundam). I'm sorry about the OC stories…I make a lot don't I?

I do not, will not, and could not own Gundam Seed or Gundam Seed Destiny anything relating to them. BUT I do own my OCs and it would be great if you asked me first before using them!!!

I don't know exactly what Athrun and Heine talked about while they went out for a drink. But does anyone know.

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"Athrun, why did you want to go out for a drink with me?" Heine asked as they sat atop of two bar stools.

"U-h, no reason in particular," Athrun answered trying to avoid his question.

"Is it to avoid Ms. Lacus?" Heine asked with a chuckle.

"N-No not exactly," Athrun lied after they ordered two drinks.

"Then why are we here?" Heine asked stealthily.

"I guess to talk," Athrun replied taking a drink of his beer. Heine chuckled softly twirling the liquid content in the glass. Ayame…you left me too quickly, he thought looking into the swirling liquid.

"What's so funny commander?" Athrun asked looking up at Heine.

"I always told myself to never look back but now…it's getting harder," Heine answered.

"How is it getting harder?" Athrun asked becoming slightly interested in Heine's dilemma.

"How can I look forward when I can't get out of the past? I lost one of my men and my fiancée. I guess she's really my wife. She could never drink alcohol. The first sip made her tipsy, the second made her woozy, and the third she was flat out drunk! It was amazing…you would think a coordinator would have a bigger alcohol tolerance than she did," Heine expressed in a sorrowful chuckle.

"I'm sorry," Athrun said sorrowfully.

"It's not your fault. Don't be sorry. Before she died my wife told me that she was always scared of dying alone on the battlefield and she was happy to die in my arms. It was something she always wanted to do," Heine replied placing his head in his hands. Ayame, my turtle dove what happened? Why could it have been me? Heine thought trying to imagine his lover. An awkward silence came over the two soldiers.

"How did she die?" Athrun asked swallowing softly not knowing how he would react.

"Every time I bring her up, Ayame, everyone is obsessed about how she died but not about how she lived," Heine answered looking up at Athrun.

"I'm sorry I didn't mean to offend you," Athrun answered.

"You didn't offend me. I think I should tell you how she lived before how she died," Heine answered taking a drink of his beer.

"You don't need to go through all of the trouble. If it's a hard topic to talk about that is," Athrun answered uncomfortably.

"She knew how to play hard to get well. It almost made her irresistible and I was always mesmerized by her presence. When I first met her…" Heine began before placing his head in his hands.

"Please you don't need to do that. If it's too hard, you don't have to tell me anything," Athrun answered trying to calm him down.

"No you asked. If you wanted to know then I'm going to tell you Athrun," Heine began, "When I first met her I was getting transferred to a new ship and so was she. All the pilots were to meet in one room to get our rooming assignments. At that time I wasn't sure what was wrong with her but she was freezing cold. So I said…

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"Do you want my coat?" Heine asked softly leaning over towards the petite woman. The shaking green haired woman looked up at Heine before shaking her head no.

"I-I'm f-f-fine," she muttered rubbing her bare arms gently.

"Where's your coat?" Heine asked looking at the other soldiers around the room.

"O-Oh…th-they d-didn't l-let m-me gr-grab i-it whe-when the-they ca-called u-us," she answered as Heine moved towards her.

"That's horrible! By the way my name is Heine Westenfluss," Heine answered.

"My n-name i-is Aya-Ayame H-Honda," the green haired girl answered.

"Do you want me to wrap my arm around you? You'll be warmer," Heine expressed scooting closer to her. Hesitantly she shook her head as Heine calmly wrapped his left arm around her left shoulder.

"Tha-Thank y-you," Ayame answered leaning her head on his shoulder.

"Anytime," Heine answered as he began to unzip his uniform jacket.

"Wha-What are y-you d-doing?!" Ayame asked scooting away from him. A look of horror graced her face as he came closer to her. What is with this creep?! Ayame thought as he beckoned her closer.

"Come back. I was just going to wrap this around you. You're still very cold," Heine answered removing his coat. "It will lose all its heat if I don't wrap it around you."

"Jeez, kid stop hitting on the woman! IT'S obvious she wants me!" a soldier spat placing a hand on Ayame's shoulder.

"I d-don't wa-want y-y-you or hi-him! B-B-But I wi-will t-t-ta-ake He-Heine's co-comfort," Ayame answered returning to Heine's arms. He wrapped his coat around her before enclosing her in his arms. Within a few short minutes Ayame was cuddling closer to him for warmth.

"Why don't you rest your eyes? You seem really tired," Heine suggested laying her head down on his shoulder. She gave a soft nod as she tried to calm her shivering body. Ten minutes later Ayame was fast asleep in his arms as he moved hair out of her face. I thought the glasses she was wearing were fakes but they're real! Heine thought trying to connect the dots. He removed them slowly before clipping them on his shirt.

"Heine why did you take interest in this girl?" a soldier asked with golden brown hair.

"Kane, do you have a problem with her?" Heine asked rubbing Ayame's back.

"Well you know…she's kind of a pain…I mean…look at her glasses! How can you be a coordinator with glasses!" Kane answered as many of the other men nod their head in agreement. Ayame shifted in her sleep as her shaking ceased.

"Seriously?! Are you guys really that shallow?!" Heine retaliated.

"Gene wise we are all perfect. I wonder what went wrong with her," Kane muttered.

"If coordinators are SOOOOO perfect then I'm a natural!" Ayame answered in a tired voice. The room became quiet as Heine laid her head back down on his shoulder.

"Don't worry about this. I can handle it. You just go back to sleep," Heine cooed as she closed her eyes again. Within minutes she was fast asleep as the commanding officer and second in command entered the room. The soldiers rose to their feet and stood at attention. To the best of his ability Heine stood at attention slinging Ayame's limp body in his arms.

"At ease," Commander Bagley instructed seeing Heine struggle with Ayame. The pilots sat down in their seats again.

"We are pleased to see that there are an equal number of pilots. We will be placing all of you in rooms of two," second in command Lt. Commander Baker informed.

"Excuse me sir," Heine piped looking down at Ayame.

"All questions will be answered at the end," Lt. Commander Baker snapped shooting a death glare at Heine. Sure there are an equal number of pilots but one pilot is a girl! She can't room with any of these horny guys! Heine thought as Lt. Commander Baker pulled out a sheet of paper. Commander Bagley took the paper from his second in command before adjusting it to eye level.

"James Edwards and Christopher Abbot quarter 1023, Adam Akshar and Jaime Cherry quarter 1024, Masato Suzuki and Lance Cody quarter 1025, Chad Wei and Kane Sasuki quarter 1026, and Momoru Honda and Heine Westenfluss room 1027. Are there any questions?" Commander Bagley asked eyeing the crowd of soldiers.

"Yes, sir what are we going to do with her?" Heine asked waking up Ayame. She sat up sheepishly rubbing her head gently. The men in the room stiffened quickly feeling the tension in the air.

"Her? There are only men in here! What's your name boy?!" Lt. Commander Baker barked not believing in Heine.

"Heine Westenfluss," Heine answered as Ayame moved to removed Heine's uniform coat revealing her feminine figure.

"If that's true then you're rooming with Momoru Honda," Commander Bagley informed.

"Momoru Honda is my brother, sir," Ayame said gently. She yawned sheepishly before looking back at Heine.

"What's your name?! And no one gave you permission to speak," Lt. Commander Baker ordered.

"Ayame Honda sir," Ayame answered taking her glasses from Heine.

"It seems like we have a problem here…All the quarters for the women are taken up. For now you'll just have to room with Heine Westenfluss. If there's nothing else then get your things from your respective ships and meet at the base with your room mate," Commander Bagley answered.

"Yes sir!" the men and one woman barked.

"Oh and Westenfluss," Commander Bagley commanded as he turned around to exit the room.

"Yes sir?" Heine asked freezing slightly.

"Escort Miss Honda to her old ship. Momoru Honda is a respected ZAFT commander," Commander Bagley informed.

"Yes sir," Heine answered relaxing slightly as the two men left the room. The other pilots trickled out in groups of two to introduce themselves to their new roommates as Ayame and Heine remained staring at each other.

"Um…Here's your coat," Ayame muttered bashfully. She held it out to him blushing softly. Ayame smiled meekly as she watched him put his coat back on.

"Thanks," Heine answered escorting her out of the room. She's cute and irresistible…what's wrong with a little genetic tweak? It makes us different and unique…I think I'll try to pursue this one Heine thought looking her over from head to toe.

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First chapter…kinda iffy on it…It could be better…Stay tuned…Read and Review

November 26, 2009 ~ error fixed thanks to Xx Meisha xX