Disclaimer: I don't own anything, espeacailly the song That's nor me by Jlo anyway...


We were married! Finally! It would happen sometime. It was, in fact, destiny. But, what I found out is that...It's miserable to live with Mamoru....He was horrible...He made me do everything...from cooking, cleaning, well, everything...He treated me as if he had no soul. I couldn't belive it....but I can't change destiny....Of course, it seems strange to you that I'M with Mamoru, not Usagi....She broke up with him. I thought he would be nice and stuff...later I found out that this was part of destiny, a different destiny. I know it...but..I can't belive how mean he is. I love him...but..A year of this now....
*
Said she gave you everything
she broke her back to be what you need!
I tried so long to just complete
can't tke no more
losin sight of me.
I'm lettin you know,
this can't go on,
this one way street, I'm walking alone.
This time I'm breaking free.
I'm goin' find me!
*

I went to Mamoru.

"what do you want?"

I finally relized how he spoke to me now. I relized I was scared to approach him...for a year...afraid to tell anyone....But now, I knew I was strong enough,

"Mamo-chan, you aren't being fair, your slaving me on! I can't take it. I'm mersierable...."

He kinda jumped when I talked to him.
*
(chorus)
I can't sit and be passive
Won't tolerate no more, that;s it.
I tried so hard to be,
what you wanted me to be.
If it can't be 50/50
then you know that it don't fit me,
I can't give you all that's in me
Cause baby that's not me
*
He stood up. I got a little scared.

"So you wanna mess with me girl...bring it."

I shrank back in fright.

"Now get my dinner."

I nodded. When I walked out..I relised I was weak against him...I hate him! I swear....but I love him....I can't just dump him...It don't want to ruin destiny...but that's what Usagi did....She didn't care, or she did and only stayed as long as she could for ChibiUsa. She never thinks for herself. I can't belive I have to do this. mamoru controls destiny somehow some reason....Maybe...He seems to change destiny with him in it. I past a mirror....My fragile and pale face....had become worse...more easily broken...more sick....
*

Don't want you to think that I'm selfish,
I'm just sick of your one track mess
If you can't meet me halfway.
Then I think it;s time you be on yuor way.
I love you but, I can't baby,
If it's yo mama you want you know just what to do.
I looked in the mirror everyday
I saw myself fading away.
Your trying to mold me into her
I love you so
I put you first
But I can't live my life this way!
*

I gave Mamoru his dinner...I walked out. When I sat on the couch I thought....He can't have control over me. I stormed into Mamoru's room. "Alright, I can't take this shit anymore!"

"Huh?"

"Baka! Out! Get out! This is my house!"

He stood. I put myself near him untill I could feel his breathing. "What are you going to do?"

"Please baby, one more chance."

I snorted.
*
I was so lost in love before
I couldn't see the light
But now I'm strong enough
to leave you now
So you better treat me right.
Don't wanna throw it all away
so baby
here's your last chance
Don't wanna fight but
I need more of you,
Give me all or it's the end!
*

"One! If you don't, you'll see your little selfish ass out that door."

I went to sleep away from him the night. When I woke, I made my own breakfast. I didn't make Mamoru's. He could make it on his own.

"where's my breakfast?!"

"Make your own! I told you last night."

The day didn't go well, I heard various mutters of killing me.....This was it...it's over.....I know now. It's over. This was the last day. I made food, washed the clothes and cleaned the house....the one last time....As a good bye forever gift. He came home soon. All his belongings were boxed up.

"I want you out by tommorrow. This relationship is over."

*
I cooked, I cleaned, I washed your clothes,
You were so mean, so ungrateful
At night I cried so many times.
Tell me how can you go diss me
when you know one day you'll miss me
If it can't be 50/50 then baby,
thatr's not me!
I won't, I can't, I won't, I can't
*

He pulled out a gun, I knew it would come down to this.

"Saturn planet power, make up!"

I pointed my silence glaive at him. He snickered.

"Drop it!"

"Why I could just shoot you right here."

I frowned, he was pushing me.

"Drop it now!"

he snickered and droped it. I brought the gun towards me. Before I relised what he was doing he.
He pulled out another gun before another second passed, a gun bullet was shot. Though my armor held it back for about two milliseconds, it went through my stomache. I gasped in pain. I felt power leaving me as I detrasform. He was simply laughing. Though it was already black and I could feel my eyes open, but soon, it all disapeared. everything. As sound and others. Dead.







Okey, that was the strangest prolouge I've ever written in my entire life but yeah, please review.