Hello. This is a short drabble of what I imagine happened to the beloved Katerina Petrova after she got swooshed away by Bonnie. RIP Katherine. You will be missed (I really hope they somehow bring her back).

I hope you like it and if there is anyone who misses her like I do please review and we can cry together. :)

I am lost.

You were the one thing

That could have

Saved me,

And prevented me from becoming

A monster.

But you didn't.

And I remain lost.

Where was she? Somewhere. She knew that at least. But where?

Distorted images intermittently appeared in front of her as she struggled to stand. Hearing the coarse grass reeds rustle in the breeze around her, she came to the realisation that she was in a field of some sort. Clarity filled her vision but somehow Katerina Petrova knew that something was different. It was as if there was a thin veil that separated her from Earth. Breathing deeply at this observation, she tentatively called out to a young quite bulky man who was walking on a country path nearby.

"Hello?"

No reply. The man continued walking as if hearing nothing at all and this made her angry. Walking up to the man, with her brisk strides, she stood several paces directly in front of him with her hands placed firmly on her hips.

"Hey, you there? Are you deaf?"

No reply again. However this time, the man strolled right through her body, sending ripples of shiver through her soul. Her soul. That's what she was now. No longer corporeal, just a lonely spirit, unable to cross over to the other side, to peace, to Nadia.

This epiphany tore at her mind, shredding it into endless fragments. Her fight for survival was over. She hadn't survived. The war was over. Amongst the internal turmoil in her brain, she wondered if that meant that all the heartless things she did, all the sacrifices she made, all the people she had to use, to say goodbye to, to betray; would have eventually been for nothing.

Fluttering her eyes closed, her lashes interlocking, she imagined life if she had trusted others and maybe not fought so hard to survive. Life may have been good. Very good. Maybe she would even have securely held the heart one of the only two men she ever truly loved...

She snapped her eyes open quickly for she knew that wishing and pondering about what-if and could-have-beens was utterly useless. But her mind couldn't help but wonder.

This was what the once innocent and still beautiful Katerina Petrova was destined to be trapped in - her own personal hell - her mind.

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If I feel like people like this. I might extend it, say 1k/2k more. :) I don't know. We'll see what happens.