AN: Welcome Back, FanFiction. I know that it has been forever since I posted anything and all I can say is that I needed the break. I wish I could tell you that I have been writing like a demon but the truth is that I took the time to explore some of my other interest. I worked on my photography and learn some web design but I always felt like I should still be writing. So for now I'm back and I hope you like my new story. I know where I want this to go but it is still a work in progress. I haven't posted a story that wasn't complete or near complete in a long time so if my posting isn't all it was before please don't hate me. I am going to work really fast to get this out weekly I normally do. So without further ado here you are:
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Category: Drama /Romance
Rating: M-Mature (simply to be on the save side because of language)
Summary: When Edward stubbornly refused to reconsider leaving Bella after her birthday party thing spiral away and he finds himself living a life he never expected to see. Now the Cullen's are falling apart and Bella is still in danger but he has no way of helping unless he can find his way back to her. But if he does will he still have the strength to leave.
Disclaimer: If you don't know by now then you never will. Stephenie Meyer owns it all. I'm just having fun.
PRELUDE
I was racing. I had to get there even if there was nothing I could do this time. They were going to let it happen. Alice had seen it and there was nothing I could do to stop it and I would have to spend eternity watching my Bella exists in my place.
She would be beautiful and amazing and I wouldn't be able to be with her. I wouldn't be able to touch her or tell her how wonderful she was; how much I loved her. This would be beyond torture; beyond hell and there was nothing. There was no way I could stop them; no way that I could change it; no way that I could get back.
I wanted to hate them; wanted to rip them all apart for this but I knew that even if I could touch them I wouldn't. They were my family and I couldn't fault them for wanting to be happy; for wanting to be complete. This was their way out of the hell they had been living in and under different circumstances I might understand. But these were extreme circumstances and this was the love of my life they were killing and for that I had no understanding.
I saw the fire as I rounded the corner. It was done and I hadn't even been there. I hadn't been able to watch as she took her last breath or tell her how I loved her one more time before it was too late. I had lost her and I could lay the blame right at the feet of the short pixie that I had loved for more than half a century. She had done this, not just to Bella but to me and everyone else. I would hate her forever for this even as I knew eventually I might find a way to forgive her. Still she had stolen the love of my life, however long it might be. How do find forgiveness in that?
"Edward?" Her angelic voice touched my ears as my name dropped from her hauntingly beautiful lips. I thought she had moved on. I thought she had forgotten me and that I would never hear my name across those lips again.
I spun around and there she stood. She was just as beautiful as always and I ached with the need to hold her. It had been so long since I had felt her in my arms. Since I had kissed those amazing lips and as my feet moved me toward her I felt life course through me again.
If this was to be my hell then I would welcome it with open arms as long as I got to keep my angel beside me.
AN: There is the beginning. I know that it is short and really doesn't quite give you all the information that you might want but just wait. I will be submitting a preview for Chapter 1 to the Fictionators blog next Monday and I will also have it on my blog as well. You can find the link to both on my profile. So until next week and don't forget to review. Let me know if you want more.