Ever since I was a little kid music was life. My life was music. I would wake take a shower listening to music, go to school and come back with my headphones on. Go to sleep with the radio playing my last thoughts always being 'One day I want to be just like them.' It has nothing to do with the fame or the money and the fan girls. Honestly all that ever mattered to me was that rush you get in the pit of your stomach. The adrenaline rushing through your veins as you hear thousands of people screaming your name. The exact same feeling I'm feeling right now. In a huge stadium thinking this is it. It doesn't get any better than this.
But to get where I am today I had to face a lot of difficulties. Life isn't easy. Especially when your 18 year old rockstar. When I first realized that I wanted to be famous was when I was 8. And to be honest there was I time when I just simply gave up. Thought all this trouble wasn't worth it. But here I am today cause I have had help from my wonderful parents and friends. Now I can tell you one thing, the one difficulty I never thought I'd ever face, especially at this age was to find the love of my life. Whats even worse than falling in love with your dream girl or even worse falling in love with her in 1 month. Even worse? Knowing that at the end of that month you have to choose .LOVE OR MUSIC? The choices would both make me happy but the question was which one is really worth fighting for? May I remind I was only 16 when I had to make this choice. That was two years ago. I bet your wonder what choice I made because even though it seems like it should be an easy choice it was the hardest thing I have ever had to do in my life .
I don't regret the decision I made. Honestly I LOVE my life right now. Even though I at times a do wonder what if… But when I wake up in the morning I know I made the right choice. But what do you think? What would you have chosen? The love of your life, your dream girl or music, your reason to wake up each day?
I am Elijah Goldsworthy and this is my story…