(A/N): This is my first sonfic, or even fanfic, haha. So please go easy on me :D The song is "everytime we touch" by cascada. I know the songs old, but it makes me think of Suze's feelings for Jesse like about right after they kiss in Darkest Hour.
So enjoy&review please (:
-Kinsey; a.k.a. musicbookslife
I still hear your voice,
when you sleep next to me.
I still feel your touch,
in my dreams.
I'm not sure if he knows it, but I know that Jesse watches me when I sleep. I can't complain though-it makes me believe that he really does love me, not that he just says he does. I must admit though, it's kind of hard to sleep knowing an incredibly hot ghost, who you just happen to be in love with, is staring at you when you can't even realize it because you're unconscious. And, because of the whole unconscious thing, it sucks too. I hope I don't talk in my sleep. I mean that, I really do, because if I ever do then Jesse will know I'm dreaming about him. And when he calls me querida, or touches me in the slightest way, or even just looks at me.
Forgive me my weakness,
but I don't know why.
Without you it's hard to survive.
Okay, so I definitely should not feel this way about him. I mean I'm a mediator for God's sake! And he's a ghost! Well, okay, so he's a really nice ghost, with really nice abs. Plus, he apparently loves me to. But, yet again, I'm not that Maria chick. I wish he wouldn't disappear randomly either. Then I get all scared he moved on, or that he just left me forever because I did something wrong. I don't know what I'd ever do without him.
'Cuz every time we touch,
I get this feeling.
And every time we kiss,
I swear I could fly.
I can't believe that Jesse would love me, but then when he kissed me, I couldn't believe that either. I wonder if he felt the same way I did during that kiss. It was the best feeling in the world. Or even when he just touches my cheek, it gives me the best case of butterflies.
Can't you feel my heart beat fast,
I want this to last.
I need you by my side.