A/N: Hey people! Sorry, I've been gone a while, I've been sooo busy and had a horrid case of writers block! My first ever, I've always been able to write anything I wanted. I'm going to try to write my first one-shot.... Here we go...

Journal,

Edward. Edward Cullen. Only the most amazing creature known to man. And he's mine, not all mine, but still mine. He calls me his "part-time girlfriend". Basically I'm the girl he turns to if he, heaven forbid, doesn't have plans.

Edward may be a player, he may be a jerk, he may be horrid, but he's Edward! No one can turn him down; it's just not do-able. He has hair bronzer then a penny, with a god's face. His chiseled featured look like they were carved from marble, and his eyes look like two emeralds.

Okay. I admit it; I'm totally and irreversibly in love with him. He's perfection in it's purest form!

I hate him! How could he do this to me? I love him and he rejects and uses me!

That's it! I'll just reject him.

Later,

Bella.

Hey!

Guess who's got a date tonight with the school most amazing man? That's right! Me!!!

I know, I swore I'd reject him, but he's just so... so... so... irresistible!

I love him too much to just ignore him!

He looked more amazing then ever today. He was wearing an emerald button up with dark wash jeans and a leather jacket the color of Coca-Cola in the sun. :)

And he called me "baby"! In front of all the cheerleaders! They were all sooooo jealous!!!!

I'm going to wear a sky blue deep v-neck sundress, I went all the way to Port Angeles to get it after school.

It makes me look twenty-something. He'll love it!

I've got to go get ready, I only have a few hours left now.

TTYS,

Bells.

Journal,

I hope everyone's having a better day then me!

He showed up two and a half hours late and then took me to Uncle Bob's Pizza Café!

That's his idea of a romantic night out!

Gawd, I hate the mother-fu**ing son-of-a-bit**

That's it, I'm never talking to him again, and I'm transferring to Chelsea Academy, the closest private school.

And I'm throwing away this dumb Edward-worshiping Journal.

--Buh-Bye for good!

Isabella Marie Swan.

--A/N: I know, that was suckish but I had no inspiration, I didn't even have a plan, I just started typing whatever came into my head. I'll try to update That New Girl soon!

Love,

MirandaAltha