Was Worth It ~ Angst ~ Hibari x Pinza

Song: Just Be Friends - Masomi Kida version

Sometimes, dying for close friend can sound cliché. But in mafia, I think it's little bizarre.
Of course we try to protect boss with all we can. We take hits for him, we fight for him and we just want to make sure that he is safe.
I was always scared of dying. Or more like dying for someone.
But what else I could have done?
It was my mission protect Tsuna while everyone was gone.

That attack of enemy was bigger than we thought. Everyone but me was fighting.
After all, you told me to not fight. I was fool, when I agreed.
I took protecting Tsuna as my mission. Tsuna isn't worth of those hitmen. Only their boss could fight with Tsuna.

It's odd. How only one hitman passed all of Vongola's guardians. How he was behind us.
Maybe it was my fault. If I would have seen him earlier, nothing of this pain would have happened to you.
But the attack come all of sudden.

I saw it. How a lance's blade flashed.
"TSUNA!"
I pushed him away of firing line.
It was only few seconds that lance would have gone through of him.
Oh, how do I know? Because I was the one who was pierced with it.
I stood there, staring at the lance with wide eyes.
Until that goddamn hitman 'tch'd, pulled the lance away and escaped.
"Pinza-san!" I heard Tsuna's panicked shout as I fell to floor.
Now I saw the roof of our school. It was so familiar. It reminded me of you.
I felt how blood cascade out of the wound on my stomach.
"Pinza-san!" Tsuna's face appeared to my vision.
"T-Tsuna…"
Coughing little blood before continuing.
"A-Are you o-okay?"
Tsuna nodded.
"I am. Thanks for you. But we have to get help for you."
My vision grew blurry.
"C'mon Pinza-san. Hang in there. Everyone is coming" Tsuna talked nonsense with calming voice.
"W-Will-" My voice was cracking badly. "Will H-Hibari c-come…?"
Tsuna nodded again.
"Of course. Hibari-san is coming too. He will help you. Don't worry."
I lay there, trying to make sense of Tsuna words.
I was already closing my eyes, until I heard running.
Slowly I turned my head towards the sound.
Everyone was there. Running towards me and Tsuna.
But the person who I wanted to see most was running ahead. He was quicker than others.
A small smile appeared to my lips and few tears left to fall down.
"H-Hibari…" I whispered with faint voice. "S-Sorry…"
And then I closed my eyes, letting peacefully darkness to take over…

I remember the time when I woke up.
I was in white room. Sitting on floor.
I sighed and muttered how troublesome.
But then I saw something gleaming in the pure whiteness.
It was some kind of window glass.
I walked to it and pushed my face to it, so I could see clearly.
I saw you, Hibari. You were the one, who I first saw.
It was weird. Why was everyone on suits?
Why did everyone cry?
Why didn't you cry?
What was going on?
Then the vision zoomed closer of the center of the crowd.
There was a grave stone.
"Here rest the dear friend of our…"
My face turned pale and felt like I'd vomit soon.
My name. It was born name on that stone.
B-But I was alive! I was right here dammit!
And then memories hit me like a truck.
I am dead. I died there.
I looked around of me again.
Where the fuck I am?
Is this after life for me?
I backed away from window and fell down, sobbing.

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After years, I have finally had peace in my mind.
Vongola visited my grave every month or so.
They talked to me long times. Even hours sometimes.
But their visiting times seemed to become lesser and lesser.
It made me sad but I didn't mind. After all I had all the time to wait.
And you were there. Visiting me everyday. Spending hours with me.
Sometimes you were in silence.
Sometimes you talked to me few words.
You rarely showed your tears.
But I know that it hurt you.
Because most of times, you were crying inside.
But don't worry.
I'm waiting for you all.
Waiting you to come to home.
To come to me.

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