I have decided to go in a totally new direction with this story, but don't worry I promise that you'll like it. All that I ask is that you PLEASE REVIEW. Be as brutal as you see fit.

This story takes place 6 months after 'Never Gonna Give You Up'

Terri's POV

Well, with my modeling career down the drain, Dad shooting-up again, I guess it is pretty safe to say that my life is a big mess. Everybody but me is happy. I try so hard to seem strong on the inside, but I am literally falling apart.

I'm sick of pretending to be happy, or even pretending that I care. I have reached a certain point in my life that I feel like nothing I do will ever be good enough. Like in grade 9, I had my chance with Spinner, but I got drunk and ruined it, so now him and Paige are one HAPPY couple. I was so upset with myself that I went home, ate a gallon of ice cream and cried all of the entire next day. But what made the situation even worse, was that nobody ever even noticed.

Oh, then I met that jerk named Rick, what an ass, but I was so happy that somebody liked me, fat ol Terri McGregor, I was blinded as to what he really was. a controlling, abusive jerk.

It has been about 6 months since that fiasco, and I am ready for a new chapter in the life of me. I want to find out about my mom. Yeah, I know that she is dead, but there is so much about her that I never learned, like her favorite food, or color, or anything like that. I can't even remember her face.