A/N: Hrm…what inspired this? I'm not sure. I have a feeling that it's really not done yet. It's a little piece that's been floating about my head for a few weeks, I believe, ever since I heard that Evangelion was going to be shown on CN at long last. It came to fruition tonight when I saw the first episode again. I fully expect some criticism is going to come my way for it. Please, just don't be too harsh.
A/N: Oh, and, one more thing. It is obvious to say I don't own Evangelion, or Gendo Ikari, or Shinji Ikari, or Yui Ikari, or anything else associated with the anime or manga that wasn't mentioned in this fic. Don't sue me. If you try to sue, I'll sick Gendo on you.
No Son
You have her beautiful eyes
So undeserving on your face
My fingers are tingling
To rip them out…
…
You look a lot like me
No matter how I try to deny it
Mirrors make me sick
All for you…
…
I like hearing you scream
Like seeing you in pain
I like making your life
As much like my own Hell…
…
So liked seeing you cry
I didn't feel a thing
Didn't feel anything
When you looked at me that day
…
You're a tool in my hands
Your use is strictly practical
I hated turning to you
I hate you…
…
I hate you
Because she loved you.
I have you
Because you're like her.
I hate you
Because she'd do anything
Everything
For you.
I hate you
Because she loves you.
…
I hate you,
Oh, I have you,
Because she loves you
More than she could ever
Love me.
…
You stole my yesterday
You've ruined my shining day
If fate isn't cruel
You won't manage
To destroy my tomorrow as well.
- - - -
Until then…
- - - -
Don't look at me
With desperation in your eyes.
Don't speak to me
With a quiver in your voice.
Don't wish for my love
My praise
M passing glance.
Don't let me see you
Ever.
…
You are everything I hate
Everything I once loved
But of everything you are
You were never my son.
…
You do not exist.
You never have.
You never will.
For this only I pray.
…
That is why,
My dear boy,
I have no son.
-Fin