My first Transformers fic. *screams like a little girl*
Warning: Angst!
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She hates me.
Look in her eyes, look in the way she sees me. You can see it.
Hatred.
Hatred for the ugly, psychotic, monster that created her.
Me.
I am Tarantulas. Predacon scientist. Fierce warrior. Creator of life.
Me.
Even I am starting to hate me.
"You can't get her, can you?"
"Oh, shut up! It is none of your business."
"It is. I am you, remember?"
"Oh. Right."
See? I hate myself.
The other Predacons hate me, too.
Well, that is not really true.
Waspinator. He doesn't hate anyone, except Maximal warriors.
Rampage does hate me. But, that is not saying much: he hates everyone.
Blackarachnia.
My greatest creation.
My greatest failure.
I lost her.
I lost her to that "heroic" Maximal Silverbolt.
"Stupid!"
"Shut up, I said!"
"You lost her! You lost her to that fuzor freak!"
"I. Said. Shut. Up!"
Primus, I hate myself.
So do most others.
There have been times when I wished I could join the Maximal troops.
I could give them secrets, I could give them information, anything!
They let Dinobot join.
And look how that turned out.
I'm stuck. They won't let me join.
If Megatron found out, he'd kill me faster then you can say, "I hate you!"
Hate.
That's all that is left.
Hatred…that I got in return for my love…
Blackarachnia!
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Well, that's it for now. Sorry if it was too angst-y for you. However, it looks like Tarantulas is going to commit suicide because of Blackie's betrayal. If you want to stop him, read and review! If I get enough, I will make a sequel were Tarantulas gets what he wants. Go ahead fan girls, say you love him. Say it! You know you want to!
Also, there is another Transformer fan fic that is about Tarantulas and Blackie. it is called "Partners' Link" by Deciptigal. Read and review that, too!
