Things were so different. Things changed all in one night. Tears coming out of peoples eyes,yelling,hearts being broken. Everyone knew that it was over. But no knew why. That was the million dollar question. Only 2 people in the entire world would know why. 4 people were flabbergasted that it was over. They thought we could get through anything. We all did. But for a stupid thing it was gone just like that. He's been gone for 5 years. No one has heard from him since that very day. It was and still feels like there is something missing. We all knew what...more like who was missing. It was the 5 of us. Not 6. We still hanged out at the coffee house. But we all knew it wasn't the same. No mention of him at all. He hadn't called,sent a letter or a post card, No email. Nothing. Its like he dropped off the face of the earth.

It all just started on that one day that everything went downhill. Things aren't the same without him. Everyone misses him. I miss him. I just wish I knew where he was...

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I left New York. My family and everything that mattered in the world to me. I've moved to Seattle. Started a new life there 5 years ago. Happy in life. Have a beautiful girlfriend,a great job,a great life. But it feels like something is missing. I know what it is. I just don't want to admit it. I don't want to think of them. If they knew what happened they probably be a lost on words. But she would tell them her side of the story. Not what REALLYhappened. It took me a long time to move on. But then I met her. She made me smile,she made me want to be me. I've always felt terrible how I just left. Not a note. Not a goodbye or anything. They are probably still upset how I just took off without trying to fix things. But what could I have done...Monica thought things and didn't let me fully explain. She ended it. I saw nothing for me to stay. Everyone would say my friends were the reason to stay. Which they were but if your ex-girlfriend was your friend. Would you stay to watch her cry,move on with her life right in front of your eyes? No I didn't think so...


Well this is my first try at a Mondler story. I really hope you liked it. Should I continue?

Until Next Time...