I was so happy with the response to my last story that I decided to start a new one. The idea for this one just came to me in a dream, so I hope everyone likes it. Of course it's going to be a Liason fic, just a little different than how things are at the moment. Read and enjoy.

P.S.- I don't own any of these characters so don't sue.


A knock on the door took her out of her trance; she slowly made her way downstairs and opened the door surprised to find Jason. His eyes were red; she knew he had been crying. Neither one said a word for a few minutes; she just walked away from the door and sat on the couch, a few seconds later he did the same.

As soon as he sat down he tried to take her hands into his but she moved them away. "Elizabeth, please."

She could hear the anguish in his voice, he was pleading with her, but she couldn't allow feeling sorry for him. "What do you want?"

"Let me be with you please."

"No."

"I want to come home."

"This is no longer your home Jason."

"Yes it is, this is where you are, so this is my home."

"Then I'll leave."

"Elizabeth stop being hardheaded, you need me as much as I need you."

"No, I don't need you. I need you so much but not anymore."

"Well I am not going anywhere because I do need you. I can't do this by myself, I am not strong enough."

"And you think I can? I am dying, I wish I was dead."

He moved closer to her and enveloped her in a hug. "Don't say that, you have to live. You are the only thing I have left."

She stiffened and got up. "That was your choice."

"That's not fair Elizabeth. You know if I could have done something I would have. You think you're the only one that's hurting? You're not. Every time I close my eyes I can see his smile and I can hear his voice calling me to play."

She had to wipe the tears that were now falling down her face, trying to keep them under control; she couldn't break down in front of him. She would cry later, once she was alone. "Stop."

"No, I won't stop. I want you to realize this is hurting me as much as it is hurting you."

How dare he compare her pain to his? "Really, Jason? You think you're hurting more than me? You are sadly mistaken. I had him inside of me for nine months, I was the only thing he had for the first four years of his life, he was my everything and you really think your pain is the same as mine?"

"I doesn't mean I loved him any less than you did."

"Yes it does. You didn't love him enough to stay."

"It was because I loved him and you so much that I left, to protect you."

"To protect us? You left us alone."

"No, I never left you alone. I was always there, watching."

"If you were watching then why is my son dead? Why is he laying in that cemetery instead of sleeping in his bed upstairs? Why? Tell me why I'll never hear him call me mommy again?"

"Elizabeth I don…"

"You don't have an answer right? Well I know why. He's dead because of you. Cameron is dead because his father was too much of a coward to fight for his family."

"You don't think I blame myself for this? Because I do. I know it was my fault, but not because I stayed away now. No, it was because I couldn't stay away before. If I had been strong enough to stay away from you and him then he would be safe upstairs. I am sorry for that."

"Sorry doesn't cut it. Leave."

"Elizabeth, please. Let me be here for you."

"Jason, if you ever felt anything for me please leave. I want to be alone."

He wanted to stay with her, take her in his arms and let her cry. He knew she was putting up a strong front but just like him, she was broken inside. But he wouldn't fight her anymore, not tonight. He would leave her alone like she wanted. But he would be back. He took one last look at her and left, closing the door behind him.

Once he was gone Elizabeth dropped to the floor, no longer being able to contain the sobs coming out of her. She was devastated; she didn't know how to keep going. Every breath she took was a breath her little boy wouldn't take. Her eyes found the small memorial folder with his picture in the front.

Cameron Webber Morgan

September 12, 2001

March 17, 2009


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