Disclaimer: I don't own Harry Potter... unfortunately

Summary: Harry found out that Dumbledore, a great part of the Weasleys and Hermione have used him and betrayed him. Now he is going to take control of his life. He finds new allies, his lost cousin, trains and gets the task to find the weapon that can kill Voldemort.

The two must held together to complete this task. Lot's of bashing, use of alcohol and cigarettes, swearing, kickass!Harry , Harryxmany ... and much more. I know those stories exists like sand at a beach but I came up with an idea (something that has to do with "Supernatural") and I know i suck at summaries but this story is worth reading. Don't kill me because of a grammar mistake. I'm german and I write this story in english to improve it but after 6 years I'm not a pro at it.

The first chapters are actually from GRIMXREAPER but I was allowed to take the idea and edit it a bit for my story.

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Harry Potter sat silently in his room, as he had every day since he had arrived home from his school, Hogwarts a week ago.

He sat motionlessly on his bed but you could see the sorrow etched on his face, and if you looked closely enough, you could also see a hint of unnatural rage and betrayal that should not be seen on a normal young mans face.

But Harry was not a normal teenage boy and his eyes showed that emotionally he was years ahead of his body.

„Bloody Voldemort, bloody Dumbledore and his stupid bird club!" Harry thought. „It is all their fault that Sirius is dead, it's their fault Cedric and my parents are dead. If Voldemort doesn't exist, I would have parents and I would live a normal Life! But no, karma's a bitch!

And then the Dursleys... Arghh! How much I hate them! But the worst of all is Dumbledore, that manipulative old bastard! Dumbledore could have saved any one of those people. I bet he planned all those things to happen, so he can form his „weapon" but not with me anymore. I'm going to change that." Harry was fuming at this point.

„I won't take any of their shit anymore. I will kill old Voldemort but I will do so out of my own interest and not because I have to and Dumbledore will be lucky if I don't go to kill him once this war is over!"

Then slowly a memory formed in Harry's head.

He remembered in his first year Voldemort had said that there was no good or evil magic just power.

Maybe there was some truth in that after all and maybe it was time to break the mould of golden boy and broaden his horizons to more questionable types of magic.

He thought about discussing the idea with Ron, Ginny and Hermione when he got back to school. Then they could all train right under Dumbledore's nose and he could not do a thing about it.

As Harry mused with the thought of the look on the old coots face when he sees Harry hold his own in a fight against death eaters he saw a snowy white owl that he recognized as Hedwig flying towards his window with what looks like a sealed letter and a piece of open parchment.

Harry quickly opened the window to let her in. She looked angry and worried at the same time.

„Hey girl. What's up?" asked Harry his owl but all she did was extending her foot with the letter and the parchment.

He took at first the parchment with a messy handwriting on it which seems quite familiar to him. He recognized it as Ron's handwriting. Why brings Hedwig me something like this? Ah, whatever. Let's just read it.

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To my lovely girlfriend Hermione

I have quite some news for you. Fred, George, Charlie and Bill had a fight yesterday with mum and dad. They don't agree what we do to that pathetic bastard. They said, it's a shame that we take money for being friends with Potter and that they do not play along with us. But that's everything that Potter deserves. That stupid kid doesn't even realize that he has more than just one vault and that Dumbledore pays us with his money for being friends with him and prevent him from being friends with others. Cho was so easy. All we had to do was slip her a depressant draught before each time she saw Harry so she would start crying. Also Ginny is now working for Dumbledore too. Her task is to slip Harry a Love Portion so he begins to love her and then she is getting paid for being with him. I think it's a brilliant idea. So we have Harry more under our control. I also wanted to say that you can come to us next week so we can start our training. We get the full Auror training so we can „protect" him but i don't care. The main-thing is that I will be more powerful that him and getting money for it.

I have to end this letter now. Dumbledore comes with our checks. Just another year and i can buy the Cannons!

In love

Ron

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There was no other way to explain it… Harry was pissed off.

Really pissed off!

Slowly Harry reached for the letter.

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Dear Ron

Don't care to much about your brothers. It's their problem if they miss the large sum we get. I can't wait to go to Diagon Alley with you to buy all the old books and nice dresses. Dumbledore was yesterday at my house and he gave me thrice the sum i normally get. And just for hanging out with Potter for another year. But personally i think it's time we get more money for being with him. It's becoming more and more dangerous, especially since he got that old mutt of a Godfather killed.

Actually it's a good thing he is dead. Now he can't interfere in things anymore. Now we just have to go rid of that werewolf then our plan is almost perfect. That idea with Ginny is also just brilliant. I can't wait for that training you mentioned. But what will Dumbledore do, when Potter gets suspicious? When he finds out we got special training he will demand it too. Hmm, whatever... Can't wait to meet you. I miss you so much. Those will be the best holidays with you and without that annoying brat.

Love you so much

Hermione

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As Harry read the last lines he felt anger runs through his veins and he began to shake. It was all a show. They were getting paid with HIS money he didn't even know he had. And behind that all was Dumbledore! It is the last straw that breaks the camel's back! He now is going to take HIS Life in HIS own hands and nobody will get in his way. He will start to train and learn and in the end of the holidays he is going to get his revenge! Also he now knew why Sirius had always looked at him with a painful expression. He wanted to tell those secrets to Harry but couldn't.

First thing to do is to go to Gringotts and get access to all of his vaults and get all his money back. Then he is going to go shopping and in the end he will try to contact Remus before it's to late.

Ever so quietly Harry eased over to his bed careful not to wake the Dursleys. He had to be weary of them until tomorrow.

Yes tomorrow everything will change.