Was listening to T.S's song .. Thought it fit perfectly for KyoHaru ... and Bye .. ( IT SUCKS ! *audience screams * ) ( Btw , Kyoya's 21 , Haruhi is 20 )

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Drew looks at me ,

I fake a smile so he won't see,

what I want ,

what I need ,

everything that we should be .

Kyoya Ootori . Only 5 words can be described when Haruhi Fujioka talks about it .

1 . Perfect .

2 . Flawless .

3 . Rich .

4 . Scheming .

5. Her Love .

I'll bet she's beautiful ,

that girl he talks about ,

she's got everything ,

that I have to leave without .

Kyoya seemed happy . Haruhi was suspicious . So , she asked him the reason . He answered . The answer broke her heart . He fell in love . The girl loved him ... Her world broke . She realized she's only an obstacle in the way .

Drew talks to me ,

I laugh cause it's so damn funny ,

I cant even see ,

anyone when he's with me .

He says he's so in love ,

He's finally got it right ,

wonder if he knows ,

he's all I think bout' at night .

2 days later . Kyoya and Haruhi were in the library . He told her a joke . She laughs hard . She doesn't care about where she is as long as she's with him she's happy . Then , almost too quickly the subject went to Her , again .

" I think I finally got it right . I love her more than anything ." Kyoya says , smiling.

"Uh.. Yeah , sure ." Her smile faltered , wondering if he knows or cares that she thinks about him everyday , 24/7 .

He's the reason for the

teardrops on my guitar ,

the only thing that keeps me

wishing on a wishing star ,

he's the song in the car ,

I keep singing don't know

why I do .

As she played her guitar , singing about Kyoya , she cried . He , Kyoya Ootori was what keeping her to her feet , her gravity . The reason why she believes in wishes. As she drives her car to college , again , she sings about him , unconsciously . She loves him . She wants him . But he doesn't have a care for her .

Drew walks by me ,

can he tell that I can't breathe ?

And there he goes ,

so perfectly .

The kind of flawless ,

I wish I could be .

She better hold him tight ,

give him all her love .

Look in those Beautiful Eyes ,

and know she's lucky 'cause .

He's the reason for the

teardrops on my guitar ,

the only thing that keeps me

wishing on a wishing star ,

he's the song in the car ,

I keep singing don't know

why I do .

College . Bell rings at 8 : 40 sharp . He walks to class passing her locker like always . He smiles at her . Can he tell that she didn't breathe ? Not once when he was walking by ? Then she stares as he continues walking to his class . So perfect , flawless the way she could never be .

She , his now girlfriend , better not break his heart . She better give him her all . She better do everything to make him happy. 'Cause looking at his Beautiful Onyx Eyes . Haruhi knows that girl is lucky . More than she'll ever be .

Why ? Because he's the reason for the teardrops on her guitar . The only thing keeping her standing and making her wish on that beautiful bright star that always appears at night . As she drive to college everyday , singing in the car . Singing the song she wrote for him , like always , unconsciously .

So , I drive home alone ,

as I turn off the lights ,

I put his picture down ,

and maybe get some sleep tonight !

'Cause he's the reason for the

teardrops on my guitar ,

the only thing that keeps me

wishing on a wishing star ,

he's the song in the car ,

I keep singing don't know

why I do .

And so , she goes home alone , as she had been doing for the past 1 month . Missing the comfort of him at her house after college hours . Done her assignments , ate her meal . Brush her teeth and get ready for bed . But before that , she keeps his picture in one of her chests . Knowing that if she sees his face by her bedside again . She might just cry to sleep ... Only to find herself thinking about him more . Staining her sheets with tears . Drowning herself in misery ...

As she goes to sleep , she looks at her guitar that stained her tears . She look at the bright star that she wished on for so many years . She remembered the song she wrote just for him as the lyrics kept replaying , even though she didn't finish it . She remembered our memories together . Immediately , she got up , packed her bags . Booked the earliest flight to a foreign but English-speaking country . And sent an email to the college saying that she had moved . And finally went to the airport through a taxi . Leaving a message to her father saying that he can have his car back . The lyrics to her song finally found it's way to the end .

He's the time taken up ,

but there's never enough .

And he's all ,

that I need to fall into .

Drew looks ,

at me ,

I fake a smile so,

he won't ... see .

Goodbye , Kyoya . Hope you have a happy life . I love you , you know ? I love you so much . But unfortunately , you don't . So , I'm leaving . Hope you can forget me. I won't bother your life any longer . I , on the other hand , will never forget you . I will have to keep on living , with pain and misery , for you . Oh , and here is a song I wrote for you . You don't need it but who cares , I have it in my head already . – Love , Haruhi.

She wrote the letter . Crying as she left it on the doorstep of Kyoya's house .

"Goodbye , love . Goodbye . And someday , remember me when your down , remember me when you are feeling negative thoughts , for I will always have you on my mind . I love you ."

And with that , she left . The story of Haruhi Fujioka's love ends with that , as she sets off to a new world but never really leaving this one .

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NO IT ISN'T THE END ! THERE IS AN EPILOGUE I'M STILL WORKING ON ! NOW , KYOYA ! FEEL REGRET AND SORRY IF NOT I'LL MAKE YOU KILL YOURSELF *laughs evilly *