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Not Even in Forever
AlIces POV
"I need to go. She was my best friend!" I tried to reason with him, but we were just going around in circles. I needed to get back to Forks as soon as possible, but Jasper was just being so unreasonable. He didn't think that my going back to Forks would make a difference. But I knew Charlie. He would need someone to look after him, at least for a little while. His only daughter; my best friend, was now dead. People don't just get over things like that, not even if they were to live forever. I knew I would never be able forget Bella Swan and the way she came into our lives, stirring them up like a hurricane. Who would have guessed that this hurricane would have been one of the best things that could have happened?
Although I understood the intentions behind why Edward, my brother, had left Bella, I didn't, especially now, agree with his decision. Eventually, I had given in and followed his wishes to leave. I don't know why; maybe it was just because he was my brother, and I wanted to believe everything would be alright and turn out the way life should. It had become one of the biggest fights we had ever had. I didn't want to leave my best friend, and Emmett didn't want to leave his newly found sister and most of all, I would not have been able to stand the pain of watching Carlisle and Esme loose a child.
I guess I always assumed Edward would realise he couldn't live without her and return to Bella and that she would find it in her heart to forgive us for leaving. But it was too late now. Our family would never be the same, always missing a piece of the puzzle and never looking or feeling quite right. But for now, I had to go to Forks. I may not have been able to save Bella, but I hoped to help Charlie in whatever way I could.
"Jasper, you know I have to go!" I looked at him again, and he sighed and tilted his head. He wasn't happy with the situation but I knew that after all these years, he had finally realised that I was right, and agreed to let me go.
Bella had changed our lives irreversibly in such a short time and I would never forgive myself for being persuaded into leaving my best friend. I had to go for Charlie…and for Bella.