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CHAPTER 1.

It was dark and I swear I could hear him calling me his sweet voice with a slight cold tone. It always seduced me. But I know he's not here because I'm in New York while he's in Ohio. I miss the way he used to sing to me and the way he used to make me laugh and his goofy smile and his big brown eyes. It's been years since we've spoken to each other…we haven't talked since the accident…I still can smell his scent in my bed… I try to hold back the tears but they coming flooding I know he doesn't miss me or love me because if he did he wouldn't have left me because… it wasn't my fault.

'Rachel babe are you okay' Sam asks curiously as he gets out of bed to get me to come back.

'Yah' I say and wipe the tears from my eyes 'I'm fine'

'Okay' he says and lies back in bed falling asleep.

I look out my window and imagine Finn coming back to me and holding me in his arms and telling me he loves me again. But then I realize he doesn't love me. Because he said it himself when he left. We were going a little bankrupt and when the accident happened we went into serious dept and he blamed me for it because a big truck hit our car and totaled it. And he blamed me. I remember the words he said when he left.

'You did this Rachel, if you hadn't of crashed the car we just might be okay! I never want to see you again' it kept going over and over in my head.

I began to cry and I wiped them I want to see him again. But I'm afraid of what he might do. I'm going there tomorrow whether he likes it or not. I'm going to see him and I'm going to tell him how much I still love him. Because I cant keep living a lie. No more Sam…. I want Finn.

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'Dude you okay?' Puck says and kicks Finn in the side 'you kept moaning and crying again was it another Rachel dream?'

Finn opens his eyes and sees Rachel's still not with him he did brake up with her. 'Yah how did you know'

'You've been a dump since you left her and still living in MY HOUSE' puck says emphasizing on the "my house"

Finn tries to smile but cant he's lived a lonely life without Rachel and want her back but doesn't know where she is. He moans and cries a little as he gets out of bed hanging his head. I miss her so much. He thinks to himself. I wish there was some way I could see her face again.

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