Hello! I kinda wrote this way back when I was 14?haha...but, i think it's a bit similar to Hermione's situation where even though she know that she could depend on Harry/Ron( take your pick) and at this vulnerable state in which friendship could be mistaken for something else, she kinda feels she's not good enough? for either them..
oh well, i suppose every single girl ever felt this way before? coz i certainly did and the feelings suck..
Friendship??
This person has been your best friend for years
A person whom u can share a joke with
Or Hug when in tears,
He has been there for you; Shine or Rain
He will be the 1st one to notice when you're in pain
A person to hold on to,
An angel from above,
With eyes that are filled with sweet sweet love
Yet, all these years ,you've kept a secret in your heart,
although u know this friendship will never fall apart,
You want something more from this special guy,
Not the usual teasings and the occasional "hi!"
A person whom you want to share your first kiss,
Your fist companion, so Life will be bliss
But deep inside, you knew it cant be true
Coz he'll never be the guy who wants his girl
to Be..
You...