I wrote this because I watched Phyllis's Wedding last night :D. I'm really happy cos I went shopping w/ my BFFs and got some AWESOME stuff. I bought That Summer at Border's and an awesome shirt at Wet Seal and a really cool sweater at Forever 21. :D

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PAM'S POV

Everyone told me I looked pretty that night...everyone except the one person I wanted to hear it from. Jim Halpert was currently dancing with Karen Fillipelli...his girlfriend...and I just sat there like and idiot and stared as they swayed.

It wasn't fair that Karen got Jim all to herself while I just got out of a horrible relationship. It wasn't fair she got to hug him without it being weird and I never talked to him much anymore. It wasn't fair that I had known Jim for three years and she only for so many months and she still got to be his girlfriend. It wasn't fair that I had to watch Jim smile down at Karen while I longed to be the one he was staring down at. But at the same time that it wasn't fair for me, I was lucky.

Lucky that there was still hope. Lucky that I had known Jim longer. I was lucky that he admitted he loved me while I gaped at him on Casino Night. I was lucky because...well there aren't many reasons why I was lucky.

All I knew at that moment was that there was one scenario I wanted to happen. Best case scenario. BEST EVER IN THE WORLD case scenario. It was for Jim to say "Karen...I don't love you." and then he walks over to me and asks me out...yeah...that was a pretty retarded scenario but it was better than nothing!

He looked up at me over Karen's head once. I gave him a small smile before standing up and walking out.

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JIM'S POV

I didn't know why I was with Karen. I didn't really like her as a girlfriend, more like as an acquaintance. Or just a friend. Well, I guess she was a pretty good girlfriend. But looking at Pam sitting alone at a table made me want to go talk to her for a while. I refrained myself because I didn't want to get in trouble with Karen and Karen is very sensitive when it comes to my friendship with Pam. It was odd and made me kind of angry. I tried talking to her about it once. She just said it was because "we had a history" and it made her nervous. It just made me mad.

I looked at Pam and she met my eyes. She smiled very small before walking out of the room. I looked at her the whole time, wishing Karen wasn't so restrictive. Or that Karen was Pam.

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Erg. I haven't written Office fanfiction in a while...hehehe....this is just a short thing. If you guys want me to continue my other stories I long ago abandoned, tell me and I might try. :D

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