Untitled Pregnancy Fic

AUTHOR'S NOTE: A new story! Hope you like it! And if you like fics about pregnancy, read the first chapter of my other fic, "What Would You Do…?" the first chapter is "What would you do if I was pregnant?" The next chapter is coming soon, but so far it's almost 4x as long, and I'm still not done yet. Anyway, on to the story!

Katie is 15(freshman), the guys are 18(seniors). I had to change the ages so that it wouldn't be illegal for Katie to date one of the guys.

DISCLAIMER: I actually am now a shareholder of Sony Corporation(got it for Christmas), and according to Wikipedia, BTR(the album) was released through Sony/Columbia, so I now own a small piece of Big Time Rush!(but a very small amount, so I don't actually own Big Time Rush).

WARNINGS: Teen pregnancy, cursing

Shit.

I stare at the thin piece of plastic, the plastic that has just ruined my life. Well, it isn't actually the plastic that has ruined my life, it just told me that I have ruined my life.

"Shit…" I whisper, staring at it, unable to move.

"Katie!" I cringe at his voice, not wanting to face him, after this. "What's taking you so long? We need to go to school! The guys already left without us!" I don't answer, not being physically or mentally or emotionally able to. "Katie?" I hear, his voice concerned.

"Coming soon." I choke out. "Just changing a tampon." I say, though nothing could be further from the truth.

"Ugh, gross baby sister." At… that word, I can't take it anymore. I race over to the toilet and vomit up my breakfast.

"Katie?" he asks, slightly panicked. "I'm coming in."

No! I silently scream. I can't speak because my breakfast just keeps coming up. I hear the door open, and out of my peripherals see Kendall race towards me.

He races toward me and grabs my hair, holding it away from my face. Soon it is over, and I lean against him, worn out. He leans over in front of me to flush the toilet, and I close my eyes as I hear the flush, the room spinning.

"Katie, what happened? Are you okay?" he asks me.

What happened? I just found out that I'm pregnant. Am I okay? Not by a long shot.

Not wanting to answer the truth, and not wanting to lie to him, I just groan in response.

"Okay, you need to rest. Do you think you're okay to move?"

I groan again. He kissed me on the top of my head and I lean my head against his chest, savouring these last few moments, the moments before I have to accept my mistake. Suddenly, I feel Kendall tense against me.

"Katie… why do you have a pregnancy test?" he asks tentatively.

I sigh. I guess that I can't avoid the inevitable. "Because I'm pregnant, Kendall." I say, hoping that he won't react badly. Wait, no. Needing him not to react badly.

"Is it James's?" he asks, and I cringe, both at his words and his cold, unforgiving tone.

"No." I say, pain shooting through my heart.

"But he's your boyfriend." I cringe.

"I know." I whisper.

"Then who's the father?" he whispers back, sounding almost scared to hear the answer.

"We were drunk. Someone spiked the punch. It was before James and I started dating. He doesn't even remember." I whisper quickly.

"Who was it?" he asks again, still whispering, sounding like he's dreading the answer.

I squeeze my eyes shut tightly. "It's… Logan."

"Logan?" he says loudly and harshly. I shush him, panicked.

"Logan?" he repeats harshly, now whispering.

"Yes." I whisper, feeling my stomach turn again. He pauses.

"Are you going to keep it?" he asks, his voice softer. I shake my head slightly.

"No, I can't. I have to get an abortion." I tell him.

"Katie…" he says, and I feel a wetness on the top of my head. I turn to face him, and feel myself start to cry as I see his tears. I immediately wrap my arms around him, hugging him tightly as I let my tears fall. I sob loudly, gasping and hiccuping, as the full reality of what is happening hits me. I, Katie Knight, am pregnant, with my boyfriend's best friend, my brother's best friend. And, worst of all, he doesn't even know that we slept together. Fuck, he doesn't know that we lost our virginity to each other.

"Kendall…" I whisper through my sobs. "He doesn't even know that we lost our virginity to each other. You can never get your virginity back. Fuck, I feel like such a horrible person."

"It's not your fault." he whispers back, trying to comfort me. "You're not a horrible person. And you won't get an abortion. I won't let you."

"But I have to. You… Logan… James… everybody. This will ruin your guys' lives. And they can't know." I whisper, my sobs silent.

"This won't ruin our lives." Kendall whispers, comforting me, but only slightly. "They'll get over it."

I nod, even though I'm not convinced. They will care, they won't get over it, but I won't let them find out. Logan can never know that we slept together. James can never know that the baby inside me is Logan's. I know what I have to do.

I have to sleep with James, and pretend that I'm having his baby.

A/N: So? What do you think? I know this chapter is short, but the other chapters will be longer! I promise! Please review! And please help me come up with a name for this story!