Mom, Dad look at me...do you see me for who I am, or do you see what you want. Can't you understand that I'm not the person you think. I'm me and only me...I love, I feel, I cry and I miss you, you have me in another dimension in where you believe me normal, but I am can't you see that. Look at me, you can't can you...I have shed so many tears trying to get you to see, and have told you countless times whom I really am. I'm tired, exhausted and finally after so many years of you trying to cover everything up and making me feel like shit just for what I am. I have decided to leave...I don't care about the money, the only reason I have stayed this long was for you too see who I was and for you to understand and back me up. Now you have me in this silence where if I try to talk you sush me and I can not say it, when family come you keep a close eye, and if think about telling you take me out quickly with the same excuse. How many more times are you going to look and frown at me. I love her and you can't understand.


Shizuru left her home disappointed, once Natsuki asked her to move in she accepted even if she had wanted to leave another way she couldn't. Her parents never accepted the fact that she loved another women and that, that women was her life. She had tried so many times to get them to accept, she even brought Natsuki over, before her parents knew she loved her and they just like her thought her as charming and adorable. They accepted her, when she told them she loved her they banned her from seeing her Natsuki ever again, they had planed a wedding and everything to cover it up.

She could not, and would not marry anyone other than Natsuki, so when the choice came whether it was her parents or her love, she chose her love,leaving behind everything she knew and loved in hopes that with Natsuki they could have a better life. Her parents did not understand that their love could conquer everything and all the trouble that had happen to them during the carnival only brought their love stronger.

Shizuru had found her princess and was willing to do anything for her. They rode into the distance, Shizuru never looked behind and just held Natsuki tighter to herself, she knew her parents wuld make up a lame excuse as to why she disappeared something like she had died in an accident, but she did not care she was with her most important person and happy. She had finally found true happiness and love. She had found Natsuki, her true smile.


A/N I know its lame sorry I was writing a poem about how my parents did not understand me and then this came and I just wrote, so if you like it hate it comment

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